Once in my life's journey, our path has crossed...

A Year Older..

2011-04-01T01:18:00.000+08:00

yes, i had my birthday on last 29th Mac..im 24 yo already...by all means, im a year older than last year..

The six most important words: I admit I made a mistake.
The five most important words: You did a good job.
The four most important words: What is YOUR opinion?
The three most important words: If you please.
The two most important words: Thank You.
The one most important word: We.
The least important word: I.”

well, the words that i would love to highlight is THANK YOU!
thanks for all the wishes and prayers...

Princess of my heart..

2011-03-01T19:58:00.000+08:00

saja wa bikin panas letak title tu...haha...ini 2 org budaks bukan kembar ok, their dads kembar...as u can see, on the right is IRDINA MOHD SHUKRI and on the left, SITI HAJAR MOHD SABRI...haha...pic belah kanan ni mase budak2 ni kecik lgi, 8-9 bulan kot...but belah kiri ni just bru2 ni aje..see, they are 3 years old already...mulut masing2 dah bising and pndai beletiaq!! geram!

Gune Handphone pun boleyhhhh~

2011-03-01T19:51:00.001+08:00

ya, aku mmg gila tgkap gmbar...tp mmandangkan DSLR agak berat untuk diusung ke hulu ke hilir, so aku guna hp murah aku yg berharga rm 420 tuk snapped beberapa situasi..

taman layang2 kepong, dikala senja..:)

i-City Shah Alam...nsb bek xde 'entiti' mncurigakan...haha...

tgah drive, ketika sangkut dlm jem!

*CLICK ON PICTURE TO ENLARGE*

so, start taking pictures using whatever u have...i dont own any expensive phones, enough with cheap and built-in camera...

Location Location!!!

2011-03-01T19:39:00.001+08:00

To do wedding photo shoot, sometimes makes me wandering around the places I have never been...Its kinda interesting because what is i might find would be the most interesting place ever..so, for my sister's wedding last 2 month, i had myself riding a motorcycle and just by camera phone, i snapped couple of locations which i used from my sis's outdoor location...tadaa...

and ni plak antra hasil2 nye...ni ngn DSLR ye kawan, bukan ngn kmera HP aje...

*CLICK TO ENLARGE*
im gonna update my photo blog soon..

pss: sume pics kat Baling, Kedah ! :)

Taman Layang-Layang Kepong

2011-02-28T02:34:00.001+08:00

cantek kan? taman metropolitan kepong...alias taman layang2 selayang..:)

Mereka Bersuka ria di Mabul!

2011-02-28T02:11:00.006+08:00

sungguh hampeh..haha

100 Things I Have Learned About Photography...

2011-02-23T05:26:00.002+08:00

well, those things are not really coming from my heart, mouth and hands obviously..it was copied and paste from a blog named: http://erickimphotography.com/ ....it was written on 10-14-2009...kinda interesting...100 things that he has learned from photography...its good to share i guess...

100 Things I Have Learned About Photography...

1. Just because someone has an expensive camera doesn’t mean that they’re a good photographer.
2. Always shoot in RAW. Always.
3. Prime lenses help you learn to be a better photographer.
4. Photo editing is an art in itself
5. The rule of thirds works 99% of the time.
6. Macro photography isn’t for everybody.
7. UV filters work just as well as lens caps.
8. Go outside and shoot photos rather than spending hours a day on photography forums.
9. Capture the beauty in the mundane and you have a winning photograph.
10. Film isn’t better than digital.
11. Digital isn’t better than film.
12. There is no “magic” camera or lens.
13. Better lenses don’t give you better photos.
14. Spend less time looking at other people’s work and more time shooting your own.
15. Don’t take your DSLR to parties.
16. Girls dig photographers.
17. Making your photos b/w doesn’t automatically make them “artsy”
18. People will always discredit your work if you tell them you “photoshop” your images. Rather, tell them that you process them in the “digital darkroom”.
19. You don’t need to take a photo of everything.
20. Have at least 2 backups of all your images. Like they say in war, two is one, one is none.
21. Ditch the neck strap and get a handstrap.
22. Get closer when taking your photos, they often turn out better.
23. Be a part of a scene while taking a photo; not a voyeur.
24. Taking a photo crouched often make your photos look more interesting.
25. Worry less about technical aspects and focus more on compositional aspects of photography.
26. Tape up any logos on your camera with black gaffers tape- it brings a lot less attention to you.
27. Always underexpose by 2/3rds of a stop when shooting in broad daylight.
28. The more photos you take, the better you get.
29. Don’t be afraid to take several photos of the same scene at different exposures, angles, or apertures.
30. Only show your best photos.
31. A point-and-shoot is still a camera.
32. Join an online photography forum.
33. Critique the works of others.
34. Think before you shoot.
35. A good photo shouldn’t require explanation (although background information often adds to an image). *
36. Alcohol and photography do not mix well.
37. Draw inspiration from other photographers but never worship them.
38. Grain is beautiful.
39. Ditch the photo backpack and get a messenger bag. It makes getting your lenses and camera a whole lot easier.
40. Simplicity is key.
41. The definition of photography is: “painting with light.” Use light in your favor.
42. Find your style of photography and stick with it.
43. Having a second monitor is the best thing ever for photo processing.
44. Silver EFEX pro is the best b/w converter.
45. Carry your camera with you everywhere. Everywhere.
46. Never let photography get in the way of enjoying life.
47. Don’t pamper your camera. Use and abuse it.
48. Take straight photos.
49. Shoot with confidence.
50. Photography and juxtaposition are best friends.
51. Print out your photos big. They will make you happy.
52. Give your photos to friends.
53. Give them to strangers.
54. Don’t forget to frame them.
55. Costco prints are cheap and look great.
56. Go out and take photos with (a) friend(s).
57. Join a photo club or start one for yourself.
58. Photos make great presents.
59. Taking photos of strangers is thrilling.
60. Candid>Posed.
61. Natural light is the best light.
62. 35mm (on full frame) is the best “walk-around” focal length.
63. Don’t be afraid to bump up your ISO when necessary.
64. You don’t need to always bring a tripod with you everywhere you go (hell, I don’t even own one).
65. It is always better to underexpose than overexpose.
66. Shooting photos of homeless people in an attempt to be “artsy” is exploitation.
67. You will find the best photo opportunities in the least likely situations.
68. Photos are always more interesting with the human element included.
69. You can’t “photoshop” bad images into good ones.
70. Nowadays everybody is a photographer.
71. You don’t need to fly to Paris to get good photos; the best photo opportunities are in your backyard.
72. People with DSLRS who shoot portraits with their grip pointed downwards look like morons.
73. Cameras as tools, not toys.
74. In terms of composition, photography and painting aren’t much different.
75. Photography isn’t a hobby- it’s a lifestyle.
76. Make photos, not excuses.
77. Be original in your photography. Don’t try to copy the style of others.
78. The best photographs tell stories that begs the viewer for more.
79. Any cameras but black ones draw too much attention.
80. The more gear you carry around with you the less you will enjoy photography.
81. Good self-portraits are harder to take than they seem.
82. Laughter always draws out peoples’ true character in a photograph.
83. Don’t look suspicious when taking photos- blend in with the environment.
84. Landscape photography can become dull after a while.
85. Have fun while taking photos.
86. Never delete any of your photos.
87. Be respectful when taking photos of people or places.
88. When taking candid photos of people in the street, it is easier to use a wide-angle than a telephoto lens.
89. Travel and photography are the perfect pair.
90. Learn how to read a histogram.
91. A noisy photo is better than a blurry one.
92. Don’t be afraid to take photos in the rain.
93. Learn how to enjoy the moment, rather than relentlessly trying to capture the perfect picture of it.
94. Never take photos on an empty stomach.
95. You will discover a lot about yourself through your photography.
96. Never hoard your photographic insight- share it with the world.
97. Never stop taking photos
98. Photography is more than simply taking photos, it is a philosophy of life
99. Capture the decisive moment
100. Write your own list.

some points are so honest, hit the nerve and nothing but true! so, digest it people!

well, not mentioned but worth published! this could probably happen to any of us..

Help Me To Push The Button!

2011-02-16T22:06:00.000+08:00

If only to decide is just like pressing the button...

Press YES will only make you feel guilty for not saying NO...

Press NO will only make you hate yourself evenmore...

but both decision will only lead you the one solution which is "Confusing"..

Alhamdulillah, my parents never forced me to decide whatever i want in life :)

love ya mama and abah..

Things That Were Hard To Bear Are Sweet To Remember...

2011-01-06T16:38:00.002+08:00

I cant recall exactly the date and day we went to this vacation..all photos were scanned earlier in 2008...but one thing for sure, it was after the SPM exams, the end of 2004...yeah, last sweet memory with our beloved brother and friend , Hazwan..this entry is dedicated to especially for him...

nampak muka i xmndi lg time ni..hihi..

they are totally not in this shape right now...

loqman, pidot and arwah hazwan

one of last photos together..

the guys..

some girls..

chaotic vacay...

beach never fail to make us happy..

aiman sebelom jadi bapak org!

The happiest memories are of moments
that ended when they should have.

~Robert Brault

kakak n ibu kepada arwah hazwan..

damailah dikau disana...

Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love,

the things you are, the things you never want to lose.

In loving memory of Allahyarham Mohd Hazwan Wafiy b Abu Hassan

(7 Mac 1987 - 7 Mei 2005)

All for one and one for all
My brother and my friend
What fun we have
The time we share
Brothers 'til the end.

Cutie Pie!

2011-01-05T04:54:00.002+08:00

Quoting from Margaret Atwood:

Little girls are cute and small only to adults. To one another they are not cute. They are life-sized.

1. Youth is a wonderful thing. What a crime to waste it on children.
~George Bernard Shaw

2.Children seldom misquote. In fact, they usually repeat word for word what you shouldn't have said.
~Author Unknown

Second Blog!

2011-01-03T01:46:00.002+08:00

Hello people (or readers perhaps)...
i have this photoblog of mine, since months ago but never update since I was diagnosed with a symptom called - uber laziness! haha...well, it has to be stopped...so, here is the link to it...

my Photoblog ;
There are always two people in every picture: the photographer and the viewer.

p/s: gonna update soon with tonnes of photos...stay tuned people! :)

Before comes tomorrow...

2010-12-31T15:45:00.000+08:00

today is the last day of 2010...hopefully, whats coming tomorrow will be the best things in my life...i dont need new year's resolution, because i never set one before...ok people, Happy New Year 2011...goodbye 2010 :)

wish you guys a healthy and long lives..lets celebrate and live to the fullest! (in a right way yaa)

my advise: don't be longing too long about the past because

we will never know whats the best waiting for us ahead..:)

p/s: see you next year..

My passion is always gonna be my passion...

2010-12-08T19:00:00.002+08:00

Its been a while i haven't posted anything here...i was swamped with many...(when i said many, it does mean a lot!)...many tasks and assignments...well, those things went away...im gonna start new semester in no time and yeah, there ot goes...it goes in circle...non stop...phew..however, above all, during this holiday (alias vacation even though im not enjoying the duration because its damn too short) i still managed to go and snap couple of couples ( where is that coming from?)...haha...yeah, 2 weddings and 1 engagement ceremony...its been a pleasure to capture wonderful moments of theirs...congratulations are in order people! :) peace...

Fadliza & Ramdzan

Shakiroh & Azri

Shikin & Faizan

enjoy people, and feel free to comment :)

Tazkirah Hari Ini

2010-11-03T16:19:00.001+08:00

ikhsan encik google ;)

1) Four things that make your body sick:

Excessive talking
Excessive sleeping
Excessive eating and
Excessive meeting other people

2) Four things that destroys the body:

Worrying
Sorrow (Sadness/Grief)
Hunger
Sleeping late in the night

3) Four things that dry the face & take away its happiness:

Lying
Being disrespectful / impudent (insisting on something wrong knowingly)
Arguing without adequate knowledge & Information.
Excessive immorality (doing something wrong without fear).

4) Four things that increases the wetness of face & its happiness:

Piety
Loyalty
Generosity (being kind)
To be helpful to others without he/she asking for that.

5) Four things that stop the Rizq (Sustenance) :

Sleeping in the morning (from Fajr to sunrise)
Not Performing Namaz or Ir-regular in Prayers
Laziness / Idleness
Treachery / Dishonesty

6) Four things that bring / increase the Rizq:

Staying up in the night for prayers.
Excessive Repentance
Regular Charity
Zikr (Remembrance of Allah / God).

p/s: sekadar memperingati..:)

ikhsan encik google ;)

I'm Just Not Strong!

2010-10-27T21:18:00.002+08:00

im not strong
yeah, im easily given up
im confused to be tired or just given up
"why me..why the hell me.."

im numb again..
its so tiring...
it aches the whole part
it kills the whole energy
it kills me inside..

those words
dont help me much
dont give me strength
dont give a damn about it
dont change any fact

whatever it is
whatever may come
im just not strong enough..

p/s: kata2 ni sempena FYP aku..huhu~

He Possesed the Greatest Love!

2010-10-13T19:34:00.001+08:00

aku copy dri blog encik zaim nih,

12 Mei 2009 Wen Chuan, one of the most affected area gempa bumi kat sana 2009.

di bawah runtuhan tu, ade sorang baby yg selamat dan yg paling tragis baby tersebut "dilindung" oleh his mother yg terkorban dlm gempa tu...ya Allah, mulia nya pengorbanan ibu budak itu..

kejadian tu di capturekan dlm kartun by a newspaper kat sana: (click to enlarge*)

p.s: "my dear sweet child, if u survive, always remember that...i love you"...

Pernahkah terjadi kepada anda???

2010-10-12T14:05:00.001+08:00

pernahkah?

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pernahkan tanda 0 mesages appear dlm fb anda??

pelik2..itu je..hihi~

Remember me, He's not that into you...love and other disasters!

2010-10-11T03:23:00.001+08:00

i spent three-leisure-nights by watching three movies...they are all in my collection (by saying collection, i mean dusty and same old story)...anyway, what genres i would love? hmm, i love comedy+romantic (yes, im not romantic and seriouesly, im not kidding about that genre dude!), and of coz, comedy that makes you laugh until ur lungs give out, drama (yeah, u can say that), and adventure+action (yeah, thats im talking about!!!)...filem hantu2?, depends..hahaha...i hate to watch those scary movies yang hantu2 nye fake and suddenly appear out of nowhere...most movies in my collection, i never watched them even dah lebih 2 thun dlm external...got no time dudeeeee.......hahaha~

bydaway, back to the topic, i watched "Remember Me", "He's not that into you" and "love and other disasters'....yeah, drama...whatever, as long as i don't cry..haha...well, i must say...three movies with cool subject to talk about and storyline too..

first movie, Remember Me...

In the romantic drama Remember Me, Robert Pattinson plays Tyler, a rebellious young man in New York City who has a strained relationship with his father Pierce Brosnan ever since tragedy separated their family. Tyler didn't think anyone could possibly understand what he was going through until the day he met Ally through an unusual twist of fate. Love was the last thing on his mind, but as her spirit unexpectedly heals and inspires him, he begins to fall for her. Through their love, he begins to find happiness and meaning in his life. Soon, hidden secrets are revealed, tragedy lingers in the air, as the circumstances that brought them together threaten to tear them apart. Set in the summer of 2001, Remember Me is a story about the power of love, the strength of family, and the importance of living passionately and treasuring every day of one's life.

p.s: i must say, Robert (who played skinny pale vampire in twilight) was quite okay in this film, i can actually listen what he uttered and every line was said clearly out loud..not like in twilight, he whispered a lot...i mean, really a lot..

next, Love and other disasters

Jacks, who spent her childhood in America, now lives and works in London, at British Vogue, and shares an apartment with her gay friend Peter Simon, a screenwriter. Afraid to be disappointed by a serious relationship, Jacks prefers to spend her free time with her friends and sleep with her ex-boyfriend, James, whom she doesn't love. Peter, who has never been in a relationship, spends too much time in his dreams and as a result cannot fall in love with a real person. As the film develops, they come to realize their mistakes and eventually reach their happy endings.

p.s: this the most funny Brit-movie i have ever seen....funny scripts, storyline and ofcoz actors..really make my day! haha..

one funny dialogue;

Emily 'Jacks' Jackson: ...We can't have you all alone in London on a Friday night.
Paolo Sarmiento: You make me sound like an exchange student.

third , He's not that into you

well, who doesn't know this movie hah? dig urself lah..

kesimpulannya, life is what it is..people get their heartbroken and fell in love again..my teacher once said,

"i want my son to grow up...go have some love, and heartbroken..i want him to know what is life"...yeah, so true...we ought to live our life just to know what it is...happy living people! nites! ~

You Guys Are Damn Lucky!

2010-10-07T04:04:00.002+08:00

this is an email, attached by a friend...as a reminder, that whoever you are, wherever you live in whatever condition that you think is at worst, think about others....if you don't get the picture as a whole, please take a look at these photos...pictures speak thousand words...

If you think you are unhappy, look at them...

If you think your salary is low, how about her?

If you think you don't have many friends...

When you feel like giving up, think of this man

If you think you suffer in life, do you suffer as much as he does?

If you complain about your transport system, how about them?

If your society is unfair to you, how about her?

Enjoy life how it is and as it comes. Things are worse for others and a lot better for us. There are many things in your life that will catch your eye but only a few will catch your heart....pursue those...

p/s: this email was voted as the best email of this year!

thanks miss naimah for tagging me this email...

I Was Featured!

2010-09-29T23:15:00.002+08:00

Maybe berita ni dah berkurun, but aku saja lah meng-google ALPHA ZOO CHALLENGE! KL 2010 smlm..maka, keluarlah 2-3 links (berkenaan title tu)...yg keluar tu ade la satu dua blogs yg men-story psai contest tu....soon to be me!

so, on dat day - 08.08.2010 (cantek nombor nih yer!)..aku mula2 xmau join contest nih sbb first, it was on saturday..huhu...mau cuti maa...but memandangkan aku belom ade experience lgi snap binatang, so aku kuatkan semangat serta "keberanian" yelah, sbb yg join tu sah2 la otai2 belaka...huhu...haku? nubie! ni lah 1st time aku join any competition...scary ma!

dipendekkan crita, register pkul 11am++, then gather dlm dewan kancil, zoo negara for briefing...then, all participants were realesed to shot! oh, bukan tembak org yer, tembak pics menatang2 dlm zoo tu...

aku pun, BERKESEORANGAN pun merayau2 mcam org gila dlm zoo tu..sobsobsob, cian aku..xde geng pnya pasal...snap la badak, gajah, beburung, monyet berbagai2 lagik la...then, at 4 pm kami kna gather blik tu print hasil tagkapan then submit tuk di judge! so, aku print dua keping pics iaitu pics zebra in balck n white and burung ber mandian dlm tasik tu...but hnya sekeping tuk di judge..so, aku pun submit la pic burung tu...

nilah hasilnya...tadaaaaa...

however, disebabkan rezeki serta lucky menyebelahi..huhu... the prize was 30mm f2.8 macro lens..

participants in group photo outside dewan kancil, zoo negara..

i was featured here, here , and here!

and some blogs telling about the contest : here

alhamdulillah ;

Lega Tak Sama Dengan Laga

2010-09-24T03:24:00.001+08:00

maaflah, title xdak makna pa pun..haha...

agak tenang sikit dah selesai satu masalah...but, bukan suma masalah la..

masalah mmg xkan sudah2 menimpa...

meh aku list down sikit apa;

1) mgu nih kena submit draft chapter 3 ( which dah kena submit on 3rd, sebelom raya..haha)

2) lukisan animation, movement cartoon tu lah...adoih ( i hate drawing and of cos, etc)

3) draft intro eap..(which leh compile both draft)

dlam celah2 kebizian aku neh, dpt call from S-dev...kna bukak booth tuk Caring Club..what?
are you kidding me?
sapa nk jaga? huhu...udahle share 4 club...
alih2, aku gi thegeh2 setup..print 50 pics and tempek next to banner..voilla!

nsb bek la, ketiga2 ASS-ignment aku dah siap...CHECKED AND DONE!

but, dont jump yet..sume2 tu just draft ye kawan,2
which means lepas2 ni still kna review and redo etc...hadap saja lah...:)

ya Tuhannnnn, bantulah hamba-Mu ini..ameeennn!

I Lied

2010-09-21T15:21:00.001+08:00

i found this poem somewhere...kinda interesting but wild...

bukan untuk dicontohi ye adik2, skadar tuk renungan bersama..

kesian beliau kan..sobsobsob..

no author....but the sadness is understandable..

Rado Young Design Prize Malaysia 2010

2010-09-20T17:52:00.001+08:00

Rado Young Design Prize Malaysia 2010, Turn On Unlimited Spirit..tu dia pnya slogan and contest... for more info, http://www.radoyoungdesignprize.com.my/

aku saje rajin2 meng-join contest nih...mane tau, ade rezeki ade lah...huhu..lgpun aku suka join contest2 ni (cess, bru 2 kali join contest maa..)..haha...

anyway, click link ni tuk meng-vote ye..

http://www.radoyoungdesignprize.com.my/entries/view/236

insyaAllah.. peace yo!

Terjun Tingkap!

2010-09-20T11:20:00.000+08:00

rasa macam nk terjun tgkap bilik ni ja, tp aku dok tgkap 2 je pun..hahaha...insyaAllah selamat..
banyak keja xsiap...tekanan!

nak buat malas, nak kata tau buat pun x jugak..mcam haprak! hishhh~

2 Sick People

2010-09-17T01:45:00.000+08:00

1.
i nailed it...got it!! im so geeting it...dont ever let ur hopes up...
it crashes on the way down...
you a** h***, i almost kick you from here to sunday!
so frustrated and im heartbroken! are you happy?
hope you are coz im not! but is it okay?
forever gonna be okay? yeah, im gonna be okay...
atleast, i know what to do next...HELL MOVE ON you b******!
hah, pardon the language..phewww, so relieved ;)

2.
someone has to really grow up!
it almost a century and you still get attached?
oh, come onnnnnnnnnnnnnn..you sick!

parental discretion is advised ;)

Puasa & Raya

2010-09-16T15:52:00.002+08:00

membuka reramai..@ ampang with friends from UIA...bfore grad..huhu

membuka reramai..@ sungai petani with schoolmates..

big family on mum's side...

aktiviti ronggeng wajib every year with schoolmates ;)

its nothing but worthy! ;)

Ya, hang memang haram jadah!

2010-09-16T15:06:00.000+08:00

you're too far gone, and im afraid that you're never gonna come back...
and maybe its just me who afraid to accept the fact that you have changed..
so, im backing off..
sekian

Merdeka pnya story and wall of FAME!

2010-09-02T23:42:00.001+08:00

owh, maafkan daku...dah 2 hari merdeka lepas kan...tahun ni pnya merdeka kurg dirasai sbb umat manusia lebih sebuk mnghadapi bulan posa...yelah, smpai aku xtaw yg hari selasa ari tu cuti...bgus btol anak mama nih..haha..

then, odw nk gi nyoping ngn kak aku ari tu, aku ternmpak satu keta ni penuh bendera Malaysia...bgus! semangat ye...itu yg kita mau! haha..aku? tgkap gmbar pic saja....hihi..

tooooo dia aihhhhh...

seperti sedia maklum, subjek melukis+mewarna+mengecat nih bukan specialty aku ok...tp memandangkan aku amek subjek Animation Technique semester nih, tpksa la aku korban..haha...ni eseimen2 aku kna wat...before n after..

draft...*ignore the pink wallpaper...it wasnt mine, just the last person who used this room's ok..hihi*

voilaaa....WALL OF FAME..haha~ anyway, aku nye yg ulor kuning tu...yg len2 rumet aku nya...haha~

nasib la labuuuuuu...

I'm not an artist!

2010-09-02T17:46:00.000+08:00

aku mmg bukan artis...
bukan artis yg belakon or menyanyi tu lah...
tp yg reti men-design and even mewarna.
ya, aku mmg xcreative and xde bakat dri segi tu...
tp aku suka design...mcm name cards ke, banner, poster..
cuma aku xckup talent...huhu
sedihnya...*jnuh la aku nk color 100 keping pics nih*

tolonglah...

Toddler Photography...new interest?

2010-09-01T18:50:00.000+08:00

before that, thanks to my 1000th reader! support anda mmg dihargai..even xdak pe2 yg menarik ttg blog aku nih..hihi..mahu bukti? baiklah..

tadaa...(mai mana ada dri Indon n san jose tu,..haha)

berbalik kpada topik atas, aku ada melewati beberapa photography website yg specialty on toddler, child and babies photography...i guess, kat malaysia xrmai yg wat business nih...or maybe aku xdiscover lgi website2 photographer2 nih other than Shutterspeak lah..photographer2 malaysia pun xkurang hebatnya...to name a few, mmg belambak...next time aku list down some ok?

some inspirational toddler photography websites (photograpers) are ; CLICK TO GO THE WEBSITES

1) Lilyblue

2) iseethemoonphotography

3) fromthetreetop

4) alleykatphotography.com

5) http://www.cortnimarieblog.blogspot.com/

6) http://inspiredbynadia.com/blog/

take a look and get awesome!

i did my experience, but they are just simply unbeatable!

budak ni paling susah nk snap..

ballet...

so how? huhu..

Food on Round!

2010-09-01T18:22:00.000+08:00

dah lama rasanya xmakan nasik dulang@talam nih...last time rasanya, masa sekolah menengah kot..oh gosh, i miss old days..so, last week, aku ada kesempatan tuk join satu program iftar anjuran uia...so, bbuka nasik talam! terbaik lah...nasik ayam simple aje, but the feel tu yg best!

before dijamah...and then...

tadaa...licin! hasil 4 mulut..

satu lg jenih makanan yg berbentuk bulat nih is pizza, tengs kpada rakan @ rumet kerna sudi blanja dikala ramdhan nih..owh bydaway, ni mlm2 ye..bukan dikala siang hari..

meal for 6, but di hadap 4 org saje..

beef pepperoni and royal masala...anda makan ape? MAKAN HATI laa....hahaha!

Shopping & Liyana Jasmay

2010-09-01T08:12:00.002+08:00

ha...apa kaitan dua2 perkara tersebut? ekceli xde kaitan pun...saja ja nk bg gempak...

firstly, lets talk about shopping first ok? because it sounds more interesting..haha...gud thing is, mase aku gi nyoping ngn para family aku, it was 70% sale...but last week was 50% only mehh...byk lugi sapa2 yg gi lambat..haha

before unload..

tadaa....cuba teka hrga suma items nih..bju aku ada tselit 2-3keping..haha..bukan sume ni aku punya ok..

anyway, last pic ni aku snap kat carefourre alamanda, sbb aku slalu SYAK yg pic budak ni liyana jasmay masa dia kecik2..haha...what the!

Ada apa dengan Mariam Tahi Lalat?

2010-09-01T07:53:00.002+08:00

sapakah beliau?
selebrity?
majistret?

lawyer?

see, betapa byknye hits si mariam ni and the most trending kot...kalah anwar ibrahim! haha..click to ENLARGE

adakah beliau sedara kepada halimah jongang and fatimah juling?

I Love Arif Ahmad...do you?

2010-09-01T02:47:00.002+08:00

picture speaks thousand words....tgok sndri yer...ni bukan aku yg buat, SERIOUSLY!

see....nampak dak? ni drpd nuffnang ok...click to ENLARGE!
hanya satu ayat je aku nk pinjam dri azwan ali......KO ADE??

Kisah Perempuan Longkang!

2010-09-01T02:23:00.001+08:00

ok, even skang bulan posa, aku rasa nk maki2 orang leh x? boleh la yer...jangan risau, aku xkan mention nama pnya..sbb aku jarang nk menci2 orang...seyesly,..

t-shirt ni sesuai tuk KamO!

ok str8 to da point, bagi aku..pompuan ni adalah sorang sgt2 EGOIS, SELFISH, SELF-CENTERED, PENDENGKI, CONTROL-FREAK, PARANOID, INSECURE, INSENSITIVE, PERASAN CANTIK, BENGONG, BODOH-SOMBONG, "LONELY", hmm...apa lgik ya...

yes, you are scary...and psycho!

nak aku associate kan setiap satu ciri2 mazmumah pompuan ni ngn acara2 tertrntu x? xpayah la...aku pun rasa bengkak ja nak ingat balik event2 "berharga" cmtuh...buang masa ja..haha...yg aku paling xleh blah bila makhluk Allah yg bajet dia diva plus ratu nih rasa dia xleh kalah ngn org len...dia igt dia leh jdi juara, one thing yg obvious bila dia nmpak sagt x selesa bila ada kawan2 dia lebih dari dia...kadang2 bleh plak berbangga ngn perbuatan onar dia pun..tido sana sini...bajet hidup dia sbhagian cita indie omputih la..haha...owh ya..dia ada hak nk bersuara apa bagai,tapi sentiasa igt lah bai, yg di atas lagi LEBIH dri kamu...

sentiasa igat jgak, things happen for reasons, kalu di bawah tu maknanya Tuhan nk hukum kamu lah...kalu di atas tu, mgkin dia hnya nk menguji sejauh mana kita sbg manusia nk bpijak pada tanah yg nyata...

last words,

click- tarm!!

aku tau aku jga xperfect, tp skurang2nya aku hrgai apa yg ada depan mata aku termasukla kawan2, family and org2 yg ada skeliling aku...appreaciate is what people want, bukan nk kna ikut ckap hang aja...selagi mana kawan2 ko akan bertahan, hnya masa leh menentukan..slagi ko ber"tahan" ngn perangai ko tu smpai mati, nobody will stick with you...NOBODY!

astagfirullahalazim...

Closing Down.

2010-08-06T21:07:00.001+08:00

not that im selling things..haha

Hey all, its been a while i haven't touched this blog..kinda lazy and empty-handed to even share anything...yeah, lots happen to me recently and i just don't have the guts (and time) to write..sorry for the inconvenience....to sum up, i have been considering to close down this blog for good...what say you?

Almost Done!

2010-07-01T12:13:00.001+08:00

dah 12 minggu (esok genap hari last minggu ke-12) aku praktikal...so, dah tiba masanya tuk aku kembali ke alam student...perasaan; hepi sbb dah xpayah bgun awal n pkai smart2..hihi...and leh hang out ngn geng2 smpai pagi2 buta n gi kelas pakai selebet n selekeh je..but at the same time, agak sedih sbb my colleagues kt opis ni best2 blaka...haha..aku tau yg kehadiran aku kt opis ni xbyk mnyumbang pun...yelah, ni construction n akaunting company...however, aku sikit sbyak dpt gak learn new things...xkesah la dri segi ape ye, jnji ade gak input2 beguna tuk aku in the future...sikit sbyak ilmu n persekitaran kerja dah dpt di adapt...how the culture and norms of working and stuff...short term experience but worth the time...

balik ke UIA, kena wat proposal tuk final year project (fyp)...smpai skrang xdak idea nk wat ape tuk final project tu..idea dah ade, tp kemampuan nk melaksanakan idea2 tu xsmpai2 lg seru..haha..

pe2 pun, im gonna miss this company and surely will come visiting later on...hihi...UIA, here i come! YEYA!

I'm Damn Busy...is not always the excuse.

2010-06-15T09:33:00.005+08:00

Sedikit cebisan tulisan Ust.Hasrizal dalam bukunya 'Murabbi Cinta", muka surat 233, di bahagian bawah kanan. Beliau ada mengingatkan tentang persahabatan.

Jika mahu bersahabat, bersahabatlah sepuas-puasnya semasa belajar. Kerana apabila pulang ke kampung halaman, biarpun kita seposkad, namun peluang untuk bertemu semakin sukar. Semua orang tersihir dengan kalimah yang berkuasa tinggi bernama "SIBUK".

Tiada lagi masa untuk bersama. Tiada lagi peluang untuk bertandang. Tiada berita mungkin sebaik-baik berita. Kalau sakit adalah bunyinya. Kalau mati adalah beritanya. Tanpa berita, mungkin semua baik-baik belaka.

Tambah-tambah pula bagi Muslimat. Selepas berkahwin, sahabatnya hanyalah suami dan anak-anak. Teman yang sebegitu rapat dan mesra semasa di tempat belajar, yang berkongsi tudung, baju, bantal dan tila, mungkin tidak akan dihubungi lagi. Sesekali berjumpa, yang di update mungkin tentang jumlah anak dan produk pelangsingan badan yang diguna.

Jangan begitu!! Telefon ada, email ada, semua ada..

Apa yang mungkin tiada mungkin adalah keinginan untuk mengekalkan persahabatan. Sedangkan sahabat-sahabat itulah yang sekapal dengan kalian semasa mengembara mengenal ilmu dan iman, semasa belajar dulu. Jangan lupakan mereka. Jangan tinggalkan mereka.

Jika tidak dapat bertemu 20 orang pun, hargailah jika dapat peluang bertemu dengan dua orang.

Setiap pertemuan untuk menyuburkan kembali persahabatan yang pudar oleh kesibukan adalah nikmat besar dari Allah, tatkala kita mula diburu kuasa sihir yang bernama "SIBUK".

p/s : thanks you to FIRDAUS this wonderful piece of advice and reminder...u guys always in my heart and prayer :)

Trial & Error

2010-05-31T09:35:00.001+08:00

salam semua..maaf lama tak meng-entry blog nih....sebab2 tertentu yang tak dapat dielakkan, kalu dapat elak pun andai dah malas mmg xdapek nk nolong....:)

skarang pun tgah try2 new layout n template...ciow.

Show Someone You Care

2010-05-07T16:03:00.002+08:00

I was sitting at the bar of a local restaurant having lunch and taking a break from the daily grind, sitting there thinking about how tough I had it lately and how I was sick of what I was doing. I own a landscape company and never felt I made a difference in people's lives.

As I sat there feeling sorry for myself, a pretty girl who looked about 25 walked in and sat down in a booth waiting for her friend. It didn't take long before I saw she was trying to stay hidden in a way from other people's gazes and my heart sank. You could see her hair was falling out and, at such a young age, she was receiving chemo.

I sat there watching her trying to remain composed and she was having a tough time of it. I ached for her, imagining what it must be like to go through this and yet I know some of her pain.

You see I buried my wife, the love of my life just a few short years ago and watched her slowly fade away. I needed to get a message of hope to this girl but how? What could I do?

Then it hit me! I called over her waitress and explained that I wanted to buy the girl and her friend's lunch but I also told her you can't tell her it was me, it had to remain anonymous. In doing so, I handed her a note to give to the girl when she told her that her tab was paid.

The note read as follows:

"Someone today thought you were beautiful, someone today thought your smile glowed with excitement, someone today thought your eyes lit up the world, someone today cared and wanted you to know this. Enjoy the rest of your day, pretty young lady".

About 15 minutes later the young girl asked for her check and I watched as she was told it was paid for. She asked why? Who? What for? The waitress simply handed her the note and informed her that the gentleman who did it left, as to keep me anonymous.

I watched as she slowly read the note. Her eyes teared up, for only a moment, and then came the smile! A huge, beautiful, hopeful smile! She lit up the room and then sat up straight, not caring who saw her. Her friend also beamed, not for what was done but because her friend was feeling beautiful again.

It's not how we look or what we have, it's not our houses or how many cars we have, nor is it how much money we can earn. No, it isn't. You see it's all about how much we care and what we do, even if it's making someone feel pretty only for a moment.

Yes, lunch cost only a few dollars but you see the wonderful part, the magic was free.

Make a difference today in just one life; it's free.

In memory of my best friend, my lover, my partner in crime, my wife and the most wonderful mom who ever graced this planet:

Sasha Renda 12/05/67 - 9/25/00

I miss you.

Taken from here ...

Cry Because You Care...

2010-05-07T15:14:00.001+08:00

Sebuah lukisan mampu membawa seribu maksud. Sebuah lukisan boleh ditafsirkan dengan bermacam-macam cerita.Lukisan di bawah ini menyedarkan aku betapa beruntungnya aku mempunyai keluarga yang prihatin dan menjaga aku dengan teliti sehingga dewasa. Walau aku lahir bukan dikalangan keluarga berada tetapi aku tetap bersyukur. Lukisan tersebut seolah-olah hidup. Meminta simpati. Menunjukkan kasih sayang yang mana kita selalu mengabaikannya.Kita sering merasa hidup tidak sempurna. Itu kurang ini kurang. Penuh keluhan. Jarang sekali kita bersyukur.

Bagaimana jika kita yang menerima nasib sebegitu? Apakah yang kita akan lakukan untuk menikmati hidup? Hidup dijalanan tanpa kemewahan tanpa kasih sayang? Terbiar dan terdedah kepada segala macam bahaya? Benar ia sekadar sebuah lukisan di atas kertas atau kanvas. Benar ia sekadar imaginasi.Tetapi kisah itu memang wujud. Memang ada yang hidup dijalanan. Memang ada yang menderita.Sesungguhnya lukisan ini mengajar erti hidup dan kasih sayang yang tidak ternilai harganya.Sememangnya kemiskinan itu susah tetapi kasih sayang melangkaui kemiskinan. Kasih sayang yang sebenar-benarnya. Keikhlasan dalam hidup.

Tq for Eddy , for this post... :)

Love & Life...

2010-05-06T17:16:00.001+08:00

This story tells us something about LOVE & LIFE . I copied from here, it has touched me..and i believe some of us will feel the same too...:)...alkisahnye...p/s: pencerita adalah wanita ye..

gambar hiasan, ~~sory amek blindly from internet~~...

My husband is S/W Engineer by profession, I love him for his steady nature and I love the warm feeling when I lean against his broad shoulders.Two years of courtship and now, five years into marriage, I would have to admit, that I am getting tired of it. The reasons of me loving him before, has now transformed into the cause of all my restlessness.

I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive when it comes to a relationship and my feelings. I yearn for the romantic moments, like a little girl yearning for candy. My husband is my complete opposite ; his lack of sensitivity, and the inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about LOVE.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I wanted a divorce.
" Why? " he asked, shocked.

" I am tired. There are no reasons for everything in the world !" I answered.

He kept silent the whole night, seemingly in deep thought. My feeling of disappointment only increased. Here was a man who was not able to even express his predicament, so what else could I expect from him?

And finally he asked me: " What can I do to change your mind? "

Somebody said it right... It's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him. Looking deep into his eyes I slowly answered: "Here is the question. If you can answer and convince my heart, I will change my mind.

Let's say, I want a flower located on the face of a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that picking the flower will cause your death. Will you do it for me? "

He said: " I will give you your answer tomorrow.. .." My hopes just sank by listening to his response.

I woke up the next morning to find him gone, and saw a piece of paper with his scratchy handwriting underneath a milk glass, on the dining table near the front door, that goes....

My dear, " I would not pick that flower for you , but ....please allow me to explain the reasons further.....

This first line was already breaking my heart. I continued reading.

"When you use the computer you always mess up the Software programs, and you cry in front of the screen. I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.

You always leave the house keys behind, thus I have to save my legs to rush home to open the door for you.

You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city. I have to save my eyes to show you the way.

You always have the cramps whenever your " good friend " approaches every month. I have to save my palms so that I can calm the cramps in your tummy.

You like to stay indoors, and I worry that you will be infected by infantile autism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.

You always stare at the computer, and that will do nothing good for your eyes. I have to save my eyes so that when we grow old, I can help to clip your nails and help to remove those annoying white hairs. So I can also hold your hand while strolling down the beach, as you enjoy the sunshine and the beautiful sand...and tell you the colour of flowers, just like the colour of the glow on your young face...

Thus, my dear, unless I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do ... I could not pick that flower yet, and die ... "

My tears fell on the letter, and blurred the ink of his handwriting... And as I continue on reading... "Now, that you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied, please open the front door for I am standing outside bringing your favorite bread and fresh milk...

I rushed to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, clutching tightly with his hands, the milk bottle and loaf of bread....Now I am very sure that no one will ever love me as much as he does, and I have decided to leave the flower alone...

That's LIFE, and LOVE. When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness.Love shows up in all forms; even in very small and cheeky forms. It has never been a model. It could be the dullest and most boring form ...

Flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands... AND THAT'S LIFE...

Morale of the stories :

jagn minta supaya sang lelaki utuk memahami anda SAHAJA, ttapi laki2 ingin difahami JUGAK..
x sume sang laki2 xreti nk menunjukkan rsa kasih dan syg melalui kata2, tp melalui gaya badan n perbuatan (body language)
kita dicipta untuk saling melengkapi, bukan untuk dibandingkan di mana kekurangan masing2.. :)

Gelak Gila-Gila...

2010-05-06T13:48:00.000+08:00

ya2, sudah hari khamis...im hepi sbb my mum nk dtg cni esok..and my weekend wud be spent dengn menda2 yg bpaedah la...ok, bebalik kpda topik atas...ape yg mmbuatkan aku gelak tahap jin kena tampar? owh...ni sbb ade satu grop di FB yg mana mghimpunkan org Baling, Kedah nun...gilalah...sbg anak jati Baling, im proud bcoz of my own language...well2, ni aku list kan skit2 sejemput bahasa kampung aku...sume ni aku copy n paste from this link ok...enjoy yer... :)

jam merdeka kt masjid Baling...

pekan lama Baling...

a = air
a merah = sirap
balai gi = biarkan
baleythey = biarkan
banyo = jgn xthu banyyo ..basuh kot..dok banyo baju sat..
BATA : BANTAL
bedene = berlendir
BEGHAS : TERKOYAK
bekelong = berkepul2
beleh = napak teruk sangat
belenang = air bertakung
berdepek = duduk rapat2
beremba = berteman
BERKHACHANG : PULUN/SUNGGUH-SUNGGUH
BERKHETING : BANYAK
bethe gi = pedulikan
bikas = bangkit dgn lajunya
biru...almari
bok key = batang joran
brek berkukok = break emergency
buah poh = buah pelam
cacut = tersasul
CARI MAGHU : CARI PASAL
carok = ank sungai
cendess = buat org tejatuh
cereluus...muat
cha = bukan cha cha haaaa..a cha...
chair = datuk
CHETOK : DUDUK
chetok=duduk
cheweey...ngada ngada ..betoi dak wey
chiding = perangkap
chokeih...cungkil
dak aih = bukan
dak deh...tidak mengapa
dango : pangkin tpt lepak/ rehat
demo = mereka
doyong = pepatun
esot [cth ayat: pa mu kesot/ enjak kot nu sikit haa...]
gelap wong = gelap teramat sangat
gelemap = gulita
gelut = berusaha
ghabat = panjat
ghena = macam mana
GHOCOH : JOLOK
ghoyat/oyat = beritahu
ghumah sakit = hospital
ghumah speta...hospital
goeh pi=mancic
hambat = kejar
hat = yang
hatang = hentam
HAWING : BALING
hegeh-hegeh = mengada2
HETEI : TENGOK
holo = hulur
humu = kamu semua
hupa = semacam
ja'ong = mendung
ja'ong = panas nk ujan dey..
JAUN : MENDUNG
jemorang = jemuran
jerhumung..longgokan sekam padi
jetik = jentik
jokehy...dok ujung jokehy
kachang = pulun/bersungguh2
kecek = bukan kecek klate no...ni kira mengende..tapa xthu.
kelik: balik
kembang = bukan kembang no..kembang lahir..heehhehe
ket = kek
ketik = gigit
keting = betis
khebo = kerbau
know = buaian
ko = kuih
ko = kuih
ko budak = ramai budak2
kok kho = pelan2
KOKKHLAS : TAK KETAHUAN
kopi o pekak = kopi o pekat
LANGUT : TENGOK KE ATAS
lanyo = timba= mari lanyo a laga...
lemu = lembu
lit lit = panas yg teramat sgt
MAPOH : MATI
masam perik = masam sungguh
mbeh = nak iras2...mu ni nk mbeh pa fasha sanda pn ada...
menyerit = pantas @ sgt laju
menyerok = sarapan pagi
mephey : [ cth ayat: ih mu ni tak mkn nasik ka.. napak mephey ye]
meripuk = merapu
mersoh = berak
merton=hammer
meruah = yg melimpah
mu = kamu
mughan = buat dgn sungguh2
mugreh=marah
murih..marah
musing renik = pusing ligat
okpa dea...kenapa
okpa ea...pasal pa
orang api..tnb
oyat = beritahu
pedih = (1)pedih, (2)pedas
pelekat api = nyalakan api
penyedei = ampaian
perik = serik
perut mesin = sakit perut
pherik = perit
phet..pahit
phit lepang = pahit
pintu neghot : pintu pagar
ra'ang = menangis dengan kuat
saoh = senak
seka =basikal
sekbok = mari kehkeek almari
sekecong = seuncang
sekeleng = sengaja
sekko..seorang
SELAGHEH : SALALU/SENTIASA
selarih = selalu
sengngeng...mengiring
serik = menyesal
set = group
setok = rentap
SIGONG : MENYIKU
sigung = menyiku
sokmo..selalu
sosh....tuang
su'eng = rasa nk demam ka...rasa semacam kot..
sunge = sungai
tak mboh...tidak mahu
tak rok = kurang sihat
tak tahwan = hilang arah
tak thu...tidak tahu
TAKHE : POTONG
TANG CANDIK : BUAT PERANGKAP
TANGPLAMA : KENAPA
tapa = tampar
tawar hebeh = tawar laaa
tebulas / nana : mcmcna nk explain makna dia hah.. kalu cth ayat : tu dia la tebulas / nana sgt, sapey tupa a kopi secerek..
tengbok/tembok (xthu ejaan yg mana beto) = jalan raya
terbey = lastik
thang = tahan
thinek = matahari naik
thrubit = keluar
thu dei = tak tahu
tiak selak = menangis teresak2
tibe i= kena rotan
tinging nalik = tinggi sungguh
tok = nenek
ujan rabu = hujan renyai2
usut = menyorok
wah = buah
WAT THIK : BUAT NANYA / KHIANAT
merton=hammer
seka =basikal
mugreh=marah
tibe i= kena rotan
hupa = semacam
cendess = buat org tejatuh
ujan rabu = hujan renyai2
gelap wong = gelap teramat sangat
brek berkukok = break emergency
sigung = menyiku
set = group
wah = buah
hat = yang
meripuk = merapu
tiak selak = menangis teresak2
ghena = macam mana
bok key = batang joran
penyedei = ampaian
serik = menyesal
kopi o pekak = kopi o pekat
berdepek = duduk rapat2
chair = datuk
tok = nenek
kenaleng - menggeletar
bejombeng - kanak2 menyusu
berceridau - riuh rndah
menyerok - sarapan
mulah - arwah,gemulah
mengarek -senja,maghrib
metari laho - waktu zohor
kemasei - pucat,kurang zat
bekeliting - tidak berjauhan dari sisi seseorang
terbebeh - mimpi.
balai theei gi - biarkan.
ikok saghok - sesuka hati
phong petai - pokok petai dan pokok2 lain didahului dgn perkataan phong(pohon)
rebah tercetok - jatuh terduduk
sa'ah peghok - sebu perut
beleh - pucat,kurang menarik.
menonong - berjalan laju
memoyeh - berasa malu kerana sesuatu kesalahan
hinik - hindik,tindih
hanik - lelah,asma
ja'ong - mendung
besey - mudah menangis,suka kencing
mudah gitu ka - kalau begitu
menyarik - lari dengan laju
potong kona - ambil selekoh
tahan senurat - tahan jerat binatang

dari rumah aku dah nmpk menda nih...

p/s : author tepksa dipapah ke hospital akibat kegagalan rahang akibat ketawa terlalu byk..hahaha~

New Look!

2010-05-04T17:25:00.002+08:00

hello guys..i just wanna try out this new layout..i know this layout is kinda fit for magazine oriented blog..leave ur comment here...:) tq..

owh dont forget to click on HOME...

Staying Single is a Blessing or Pain?

2010-05-03T12:51:00.006+08:00

ello there, ada apa hari ni? its Monday and God, its "Monday blues" for sure...haha...same la jgak mcm aku ari ni, rasa malas je nk masuk keje ari ni...mangun pun lmbat td...huhu...well, memandangkan, aku still lgi belom sibuk ngn task (yg sepatutnya aku dah start work on it, hihi...) tp aku xbape nk reti wat menda alah tu sbb agak susah...woooooo...okeh2, let me start babbling with the topic...ADAKAH MENJADI SINGLE SATU RAHMAT? so, i went thru some websites and yeah, found articles or i can say "motivational" site per se, talk about being single...hmm...

waiting...

menurut wikipedia (link), "dalam definisi-definisi undang-undang untuk perhubungan, adalah (single) satu insan yang tidak dikahwinkan atau tiada dalam hubungan romantik. Dia boleh melibatkan diri dalam janji temu bagi mencari satu rakan kongsi atau pasangan. Bukan semua mencari secara aktif untuk satu perhubungan, bagaimanapun, ada yang lebih cenderung untuk menunggu orang yang sesuai, dan ada yang tidak mahu terlibat dalam hubungan langsug. Mereka memilih untuk kekal tunggal (solo) kerana beberapa sebab, termasuk: kewangan dan kesihatan fizikal atau emosi, tekanan dalam keluarga itu, kekangan waktu, pendidikan, kerjaya, kecenderungan peribadi, perceraian, usia lanjut, kebimbangan sosial, dan kematian."

Artikel adalah dalam bahasa inggeris, (link) berikut adalah terjemahan direct...so, bahasa adalah sedikit tunggang langgang...hihi..

Untuk sesetengah orang menjadi bujang satu rahmat. Tetapi, ia boleh jadi benar-benar sepi dan sengsara. Jadi ini satu soalan yang membingungkan. Ia merupakan satu soalan yang sarat berhubung soal hidup bersendirian. Saya rasa ia bergantung kepada anda dan apa ciri-ciri anda. Saya rasa ia bergantung kebanyakannya kepada yang anda dan apa ciri-ciri anda mentakrifkan sebagai menjadi solo. Walaubagaimanapun, menjadi bujang boleh jadi satu rahmat kepada semua yang anak-anak bujang ketegar atau gadis-gaids yang berazam untuk kekal sendirian. Tetapi untuk mereka yang gemar mempunyai teman dan bersendirian ia benar-benar boleh menyakitkan.

tiba2 jadi malas nk translate, so anda bace lah sndri..in english..hihi

1)Being single holds a certain amount of stigma – Is it true?

Is it true that being single holds a certain amount of stigma? No, it’s not at all something to be ashamed of or feel disgraced for. Being single is just as identifying a thing as being married. There shouldn’t be any disapproval for living the single life or for being single. One shouldn’t feel shunned because they don’t have a significant other in their world. We’re all fated whatever we’re destined to be with or without the presence of a mate in our lives. Though it is nice to have someone to both love and come home to all the time. Such isn’t the case with some people who feel more comfortable alone. No one should be labeled for being single. Therefore stigma should be non-existent! (maybe author ni agak emo time die tulis nih..ish3..)

2) Has it now become common for both genders to wait before settling down?

It hasn’t become common practice for both genders to wait before settling down. That doesn’t have a thing at all to do with the relationship per se. If people from both sexes decide to wait before moving a relationship forward. It’s usually for some specific reason to be honest. It could very well be that either the man or woman doesn’t want be rushed into something that they aren’t yet ready for. Another factor could be that they still feel that they need to get to know the other party better before making any commitment of any sort. There are lots of reasons why people decide to wait. No matter if they are male or female. Gender class has nothing at all to do with it. The many reasons could be anything from emotional to financial to what not? The skies the limit on this one. As it could almost be any valid reason why not to decide to settle down right away. Time is a crucial factor when two people are getting to know each other. So people should take the time and take advantage of it before deciding to settle down with each other. Because if you rush something too fast and it’s not meant to be. That’s what will end up happening. It won’t be anymore.

3)How does the stigma of staying single affect men and women?

I think the stigma of being single will only affect men and women if they allow it to do. The best way to get over any feeling of disapproval or what not is to take pride in who and what you are as a rule. Not paying attention to what other people say and think about you for not having someone special is the way to go about it. Hold your chin up and be ready to take on the world. You know what’s best for you and not anyone else. This applies to both males and females.

Just be the very best person you can be and be patient. If you’re meant to have that special someone in your life it will happen if destined to happen. Sulking about it or feeling sorry for yourself won’t get it! Be determined that you will one day have a mate and just hold onto that knowledge. It doesn’t matter what others say or think. They’re just ignorant or jealous of you for being something that they aren’t.. Being that they’re no longer single and aren’t in your shoes. Chin up and don’t let anyone get you down! (huh, marah nor die ye)

There are numerous ways to overlooking the pressure that is evident due to being single. Two of the biggest ways to fight them is to be determined to be happy and to have as much fun as possible. Whether you go out and have fun by yourself or as part of a group or even have a date. Just be determined to not lose face and keep a smile in its place. Remember, chin up, just continue doing what you want to and do it with gusto!!

4) How can you make the most out of staying single?
It’s a good thing to stay in touch with friends and others as well. It doesn’t matter if a lot of your friends are married and you’re still not. Maintaining friendships is the most important factor anyhow. Especially if these friends mean the world to you and enhance your life in a big way. True friendship doesn’t have labels on it. So if you’re the only one whose single so what? If they really care about you as a person and want you in their lives. All the rest shouldn’t matter. What matters most is that you’re happy and comfortable with who you are to yourself. The same should be so of whom you are to them. They either accept you or they don’t. If they don’t, then it’s obvious you’ve made some wrong choices in friends. Staying in touch with you overrules all else! Never lose touch of that fact. A single life isn’t a bad thing at all. But marriage and single life are entirely two different things.

5) How can you set and achieve goals as a single person?
You can achieve any goal in life. No matter if you’re single or married. It all begins and ends with you per se.

    How to set goals?

        Setting goals for yourself is obvious and realistic. As you have no ties binding you or preventing you from moving forwards. So just go after you want to get in life and don’t let anyone stand in your way. One of the good reasons for staying single is that you can make your own way and not the ways of others. The ball’s in your court on this one!

    How to achieve goals?

        Achieving goals again begins and ends with you. Since you have all the freedom you need and financial independence. You can literally go on your trek and not have anyone interfere at all. Make a plan for yourself and follow it through to the letter.

ada seribu cara bgi memenagi hati "bakal" penghuni hati anda, be creative lah...

jadi, hidup solo bukan lah the end of the world..there tons of things that are on our way...so, enjoy your single life while it lasts...janganlah jadi desperado yg amat2 tdesak mncari smpai sanggup amek no phone kt ~~public phone, dinding toilet~~ n suma tu...ok? cheers eberibadiiiiii~

Kopi oh Coffee...

2010-04-30T11:10:00.003+08:00

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kopi adalah my faveret ever...aku suka kopi or teh...O ke, tarok susu ke...still aku leh hadap sorang2 aku satu teko ngn gagahnye...sbb ape? kopi leh menenangkan aku..dlu aku penah bace artikel xkesah la kat tenet ke, or newspaper...kopi leh merendahkan darah tinggi, serta leh mengurangkan kadar dengupan jntung...but side effect die, rmbut akan cepat gugur (xtau btol ke x)...nescafe 3 in 1 tu ari2 aku jamah sensorang je kt bilik dlu...kalu mals gerak ptg2, aku minum menda alah tu pun leh wat aku bepeluh...feel beb...and nescafe paket 3 in1 tu jgak la 'dadah' tuk aku stay up malam2 study tuk final exam...hihi...sgt2 berjasa lah...

cmni la rupe aku time exam...combination of last minute study and coffee!

semalam aku bncuh nescafe @ kopi satu bekas beso then minum2 skit2 smbil tgok tv...xsempt nk bg kt kak aku dah abis...haha..cian....family aku pun dah tau aku ni hntu kopi...kalu bncuh skit2 xckup, or kalu secawan kompem xpuas...kalu kopi O aku akan minum kalu mak aku wat je...sbb sodap...kalu kat KL ni so far aku xjumpe or rase lg sesedap kopi kampung (means yg dibuat secara tradisional)...pergh, mmg tgkap leleh abis la kalu balik kg je, mesti or dah tahap wajib kena kopi kmpung tu...but, dlu kcik2 (dlm area sekolah rendah la), aku xminum kopi sbb aku kate kopi nk tuk org2 tua je...bajet tuk lepak2 depan umah ngn geng2 smbil minum kopi...tp skang, ngan aku2 skali join just nk minum kopi...haha~...to be honest, aku xpnah rase pun kopi starbuck ke, "butik2" kopi yg mahal2 tu...aku xkesah pun kalu kopi dlm tin RM 1.90 yg beli kt kedai minyak petronas tu..lg sedap plus sejuk...satu lg aku addict kt ice-blended mocha ke, white coffee ke..jnji rse kopi...haha..

"Kopi biasanya membangunkan kesan-kesan rangsang pada sistem saraf pusat, jantung dan edaran yang kebanyakannya adalah disebabkan oleh kafein. Dalam kes-kes tertentu, kopi mungkin juga mempunyai satu kesan sedatif (menenangkan) dan bahkan kadang-kadang ia berguna untuk jatuh tidur nyenyak dengan cepat. Tambahan pula kopi boleh jadi menguntungkan dalam rawatan beberapa penyakit disebabkan oleh kurang dopamina, kerana kopi berupaya mempertingkatkan pembentukan dopamina di dalam otak. Berkenaan kesan-kesan kopi dalam sistem hempedu saluran pencernaan dan hati, ianya adalah secondary effect. Bahan-bahan penyalaian yang dengan ini tertentu, boleh jadi juga asid klorogenik atau asid kafeik harus bertanggungjawab untuk kesan-kesan rangsang diperhatikan dalam organ-organ ini. Kesan-kesan rangsang ini boleh disebabkan sama ada secara langsung atau tidak langsung e.g. dengan membebaskan gastrin atau hormon-hormon gastrousus lain. Niasin vitamin, yang ditubuhkan dalam jumlah-jumlah yang lebih besar dari trigonelline semasa proses penyalaian, boleh juga penting dari sudut pandangan pemakanan. Lantarannya kopi boleh ditentukan sebagai ubat dalam kes kekurangan vitamin atau juga dalam penyakit pelagra. Dengan pengajian-pengajian epidemiologi luas kebelakangan ini, didapati tiada korelasi antara faktor-faktor penggunaan kopi dan sesetengah risiko sebagai tekanan darah tinggi, jantung, kencing manis, penyakit-penyakit gout atau kanser. Tambahan pula tidak ada bukti kopi itu atau kandungan kafeinnya berupaya mendorong perubahan genetik atau kecatatan.(dialih bahasa ke bahasa malaysia link)"

p/s : have ur own coffee today, xsedap xpe...sbb esok leh cube lgi...(^^,)

Mid-Life Crisis...

2010-04-30T10:32:00.002+08:00

dlm post lepas aku ade mention psal mid-life crisis kan? so, i did some research about the topic and yeah, what i had mentioned earlier was right and i wasnt go too deep into that...so, kali ini biar aku nolong anda2 suma explain apekah mid-life crisis...

oklah, midlife crisis is to describe a period of dramatic self-doubt that is felt by some individuals in the "middle years" or middle age of life, as a result of sensing the passing of their own youth and the imminence of their old age. Sometimes, a crisis can be triggered by transitions experienced in these years, such as extramarital affairs, andropause or menopause, the death of parents or other causes of grief, unemployment or underemployment, realizing that a job or career is hated but not knowing how else to earn an equivalent living, or children leaving home. The result may be a desire to make significant changes in core aspects of day-to-day life or situation, such as in career, work-life balance, marriage, romantic relationships, big-ticket expenditures, or physical appearance. (link)

ataupun dlm bhasa melayu nye - suatu jangka masa menggambarkan satu tempoh keraguan diri dramatik yang dirasai oleh sesetengah individu dalam "tahun-tahun pertengahan" atau peringkat separuh umur hidup, akibat merasakan perubahan dari usia belia ke usia tua mereka. Kadang-kadang, satu krisis boleh dicetuskan oleh peralihan-peralihan dialami dalam tahun-tahun ini, seperti hubungan luar nikah, andropause atau putus haid, kematian ibu bapa atau sebab-sebab lain kesedihan, pengangguran atau guna tenaga tak penuh, menyedari bahawa satu pekerjaan atau kerjaya dibenci tetapi bukan sedar bagaimana lagi untuk mendapat satu kehidupan setara, atau kanak-kanak meninggalkan rumah. Hasil mungkin satu keinginan untuk membuat perubahan penting dalam aspek-aspek teras hidup sehari-hari atau keadaan, seperti dalam kerjaya, imbangan kerja dan hidup, perkahwinan, romantik, perbelanjaan sangat mahal, atau paras fizikal.

so, pndapat aku...almost everybody akan mengalami menda alah nih, so bhati2 lah ye..ops, ladies dont feel like smiling ears to ears ok, this will also happen to u guys...antara kesan2 yg akan berlaku semasa "proses" tersebut adalah (link) :

Unhappiness with life and the lifestyle that may have provided them with happiness for many years.
Boredom with people and things that may have been of interest to them before.
Feeling a need for adventure and change.
Questioning the choices, they have made in their lives and the validity of decisions they made years before.
Confusion about who they are and where they are going.
Anger at their spouse and blame for feeling tied down.
Unable to make decisions about where they want to go with their life.
Doubt that they ever loved their spouse and resentment over the marriage.( meragui kasih sayg thadap pasangn)
A desire for a new and passionate, intimate relationship.<- (dalam byk2, ni pling bahaya...jgn plak ayah2 nk gi cari ibu2 bru plak..huhu~)

pe2 pun, kehadiran anak2 adalah bntuan sebaiknye for them to go through this process...peace yo!

Apa Kejadah nya?

2010-04-28T14:48:00.001+08:00

well2, aku di hujani oleh beberapa persoalan di org2 sekeliling gue psal post aku tjuk "Pity" tu...so, bg mnjawab soalan2 laser tesebut, let me be clear on this here..aku nk wat ala2 Q&A plak...

1) Cmne leh 'teringin' nk talk psal topik tu?

- aku ade masuk blog kak aku, then aku tgok link2 kat tepi tu ade satu blog sorang pengacara tv nih, aku xmau sebut name dia kt cni sbb aku kurg gemar dengar die pagi2 kt tv (sbb aku rse suara die mcm tgah marah aku je, tjerit2)..then, aku masuk blog die then surf la topik2 pe2, then tjumpe satu post tu....then masuk post tu dan seterusnye aku lompat2 ke blog2 yg bkaitan...

2) So far, what do you understand bout them?

- they are actually many kinds and grops of them...get to know them and then judge...dont jump into conclusion easily. plus, there's no harm in knowing people...

3) are they kind?

- some of them mybe, and perhaps they are...like the english saying goes " good men are whether married or gay.."..aku rsa, dirang just nak people or atleats some1 to listen and understand them...to really know who they are...just be there so that they dont feel lonely...

4) so, anda di pihak mane?

- aku xsebelah kan mana2...aku x sokong and x mmbenci...skadar aku melawat blogs tersbut to just gain my knowledge..dats all, plain n simple..

5) diorang xde ilmu agama ke ngaku gay lah, itu ini..

- wallahu'alam..kbyakan blogs aku yg aku masuk tu ade je post2 ttag agama...hadis, kesah nabi etc..then, ade jgak teselit taubat and insaf...so, bg aku, they deserve 2nd chance..setebal mane ilmu agama, wallahu'alam..

6) do you understand them?

- come on, do we really understand ourselves? really, anda btol2 tahu n paham apa yg anda nak dlm hidup? aku rasa xsume org tahu and paham dri sendri...xde ape yg pasti dlm dunia nih...penah denga psal mid-life crisis? yup, org laki2 slalunye akan alami menda ni pada satu prigkat dimana dia akan 'lost' and hilang ape yg dicari...selalunye, umo 40-an keatas akan mula dah mnunjukkan tnda midlife crisis...pada umo ni jgak, yg tua mule miang2 keladi, yg bekahwin bru nk enjoy jdi mude balik, dan mcm2 lg la..yeah, isi nye disini...xde sape tahu ape yg dicari selama ni...oleh itu, Allah saje yg jdi guidance tbaik dlm mencari dri sendri...

mid-life crisis..

okeh, ade byk lg actually soalan2...but aku dah xbape nk igt...so, anything wanna ask just post it on shout out ok...adios..wassalam..

I'm Tagged!

2010-04-28T10:55:00.002+08:00

well, i just got tagged by a fren of mine... yehaa~ aku tau rmai dah basi kna tag ni, tp aku ja gedik2 bru nk merasa kna tag! hahah..

1) apa yang anda akan buat bila anda tahu member anda tikam belakang anda?
- tikam la, mcm la xleh tikam balik...

2) 6 orang di hati anda?
- can i choose more?

3) Anda rasa anda comel?
- comel smpai nk tmuntah!

4) Single or taken?
- sudah kembali..single

5) Blog yang anda suka?
- jarang bukak politik , sbb malas nk bca sgt but my fren's pnye is interesting (Pidot), others mcm2 la..ohtidak.com (latest fav).. but generally, blog2 personal boleh tahan la..tp jiwang karat reput xmau la...

6) Adakah bilik anda kemas setiap hari?
- saya xde bilik, tido kt ruang tamu je..

7) Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
- sedang dengar, it was the other night by other lives

8) Last text message
- "salam arep, tau x how to migrate date from access to sql?"

9) Last phone call
- my sis kot, tp xangkat sbb tgah drive..

10) Hari terakhir anda menangis
- ntah...

11) List lima color favorite anda?
- biru, hitam, coklat dan bronze and red dunhill

12) Orang terakhir yang anda ber YM
- supian

13) Game yang anda paling suka?
- xmen game pun...

14) Adakah anda peminat MCR?
- my chemical romance ke? xsgt...

15) Apa perasaan anda jawab tag ni?
- rsa nk jawab, even tuan yg mentag ni xsuke di tag...

16) Anda rasa
- ngantuk sbb smlm tgok cite hndustan...Taal..

17) Tag lagi 10 orang.
- malasla, nnt diorg xmau jawab pun..

Pity..

2010-04-27T17:34:00.005+08:00

aku ada gak browse2 some blogs yang ada sekitar Internet nih (dah mcm negara plak)...then, ada 3-4 blogs dimana owners or bloggers ni bekongsi crita ttang diri masing2...so, aku nk kongsi skit beberape kisah yg aku dah baca n paham bedasarkan telahan aku..

firstly, aku ade bace blogs gadis2 or pompuan2 or wanita2..xkesah la dikalangn ibu2 or yg belom bkhwin...then ade plak category2...bisness , personal, family oriented, etc..kalu bisness pnya blogs ni, leh la tgok mcm2 jenis items or products yg nk dioffer...baju-bajan (gandaan baju2), teddy bears, tudung-mudung, tupperwares, kosmetik dan segala mcam lg lah...kalu category personal plak, yg ni femes la diklngn adek2 sekolah menengah + awal2 U...becintan-cintun smpai ke langit...hihi..antra ayat2 yg kerap digunapakai -> " i miss u like crazy", "where r u my love"..etc2 la..siap ada syair, pantun, sajak, puisi, senandung suma lah...and lastly, for married women or mums yg lebih kpada family-oriented blog...they prone to talk about their family, activities they did....picnic, vacation n stuffs..for me, blogs yg best come from last category tu sbb at least they may inspire others rite...tp jgn la smpai masuk dlm kain plak...nnt over-sharing plak kan...

but, apa yg aku nk stress kan kt cni ape yg org laki2 tulis dlm blog? well, based on my pemerhatian, they tend to talk about different aspect...laki2 suke tulis psal politics,interest (photography,cars etc), agama @ ilmiah...but ade jgak yg cakap psal personal...but, the cheese of all, aku tertarik bace blogs yg pada zahirnya adalah "taboo" dlm komuniti malaysia, but sebenarnya dah "bekembang pesat" tnpa kita sedari...its about GAY or HOMOSEXUAL...ok, sengaja aku besarkan tulisan tu sbb tulah isi sebenar thread aku nih...ok, skang clearkan minda anda ngn menda2 negatif ok...aku sekadar mmbaca and content2 blog tersebut bukanlah jenis yg ada 21sx pnye category, those blogs cume luahan rasa n hati...aku xbrani nk bukak blogs yg pelik2, means ade pics ke video sbb aku rsau menda laen yg appear..so, aku just bukak yg ade 'kate2' saje..plus, aku xbukak blogs drag queen or swaktu dengnnye, cume blog yg normal look aje k..

aku ade bukak bbrapa blogs pasal topik nih, then xdapt dinafikan mcm2 story ada kat situ but, dlm byk2 post dlm blogs2 tsebut, mesti akan tselit thread "keinsafan"...ni yg actually menyntuh aku as a reader...on neutral ground, aku xmau judge sape2...mmg fitrah, kita akan kmbali TUHAN in whatever reason...xkesah la dikala senang or susah (especially susah)...sbb itulah fitrah...so, as they are happy and proud about their life, mesti akan tselit rasa insaf n taubat...tp yg sedihnya, kalu ditgok bhagian2 "shout out" kat tepi2 blog tu, mesti ade org yg maki2 or marah..and siap leh judge mcm2..."ko sah masuk neraka la", "gi mati la"..etc...adoih, apa lah salahnya, kalu dah meluat sgt, jgn masuk lgsug blog si polan tu...bg aku, the best thing is by advising dia slowly suh berubah...bg semangt suh berubah and nsihat, bukan maki bgai nk rak! kalau di maki, lg menjadi..maka, kat cni lah kite leh tgok sejauh mane simpati manusia serta keprihatinan sbg insan thadap sesama agama...jgn hnya kesian di mulut, tp kesian jgak dlm doa2 anda..

hmm, kdang2 kita xtau ape sebenanye yg begolak dlm hati diorang..adakah diorang nak menda tu jdik kat diorang? are they really happy as they are? xde sape doa supaya diuji Tuhan sebegitu rupa...dlm salah satu blog tu jgak, aku ade bace satu post di mana perbezaan antra gay and homosexual...so, lebih kurg gini lah explanation nye, gay tu when some1 tu just suke and lebih cnderung minat kpada sesama jntina and avoid tuk wat hbgan initim...but kalau homosexual tu plak, die lebih cnderung nk wat hbugan intim ngn sesama jntina...which makes them gay-er! hmm, pe2 pun...they are human too, ade hati n prsaan...aku bukan nk mmbela tp hnya berkata2 based on my discretion and judgement..what if anak2 or sedara si tukang maki tu nnt yg jadik mcm mane dia dok maki tu, x ke naya...kalu ade yg xberstuju aku mntak maap, ni cume pndangn aku...well, to conclude, setiap manusia tu akan diuji oleh Allah, sejaoh mane diuji and apa bentuk ujian tu hnya Allah yg tahu...wallahu'alam...

Berbowling...

2010-04-27T12:23:00.004+08:00

salam sumanya...

hari ni 26hb April dah..fuh, cepat tol mase bejalan..dah masuk 3rd week dah tuk prktikal aku..so, ada lebih kurang dlm 9weeks to go...kawan2 aku yg xwat prktikal pun dah start watkat sini, ade beberapa topik or tajuk or issues yg nak aku storykan..

firstly, last Saturday aku gi maen bowling kat ampang superbowl kat flamingo tu...company aku wat tournament kat sane..ramai2 dlm dekat2 50 org gak la...sume org di bahagikan into teams, and satu team ade 4orang...so, aku dpt se-team ngn cik mad, anum n cik shahril (company laen, but same bos)...so, after 3 frames, paha + tangan sume dah sakit so, the game is settled! menang? hampeh je...kalah la...but, yg penting aku enjoy..haha..

antra wajah2 yg dtg maen...aku xde time nih, xpsan ada grop foto..haha..

encik heli (HR dept), Kak Zu and my supervisor, kak rina...gila2 lah sportivo lacaruna (sporting!)..

Smoking room...OCCUPIED!

my boss, dato' zanzali & datin..romantika obsession...haha..

boss tolong amek gamba, ade sempoi..haha, actly nk amek pic wife die..
tp kna tgu cik mad (kat blkang banner) yg ngah setup, banner jatuh..haha~

eh, mcm byk je aku nk tulis td..skang dah lupa...hm, later2 lah...ciow..

Some things to say..

2010-04-23T17:23:00.003+08:00

1) bekas kekasih saya adalah
sebaya dengan saya..bekas @ EX ok..

2) saya sedang mendengar
lagu Fall out Boys, tnx for the memories..be positve guys...haha...dan sekali sekala dengo bos ngah meeting...kt blakang..haha

3) mungkin saya patut
wat kerja saya, tp saya malas..

4) saya suka belajar
sesuatu yg baru dan kne ngn jiwa saya...

5) sahabat baik saya adalah
mereka yang yg bleh wat saya gelak serta bgurau senda...

6) saya tak paham
dri sndri…I donno what I want sometimes..

7) saya kehilangan
some1 to love...other than my family la kan...

8) ramai yg berkata
saya sombong, mybe sbb sya lmbat mesra..

9) makna nama saya ialah
bijaksana...ameenn..

10) cinta tu adalah....
sakit dan menyakitkan...

11) di suatu tempat
yg meriah, asrma sekolah saya...time ptg2..

12) saya akan cuba
belaja btol2, grad ngn cemerlang, got job and stuffs…

13) makna SELAMANYA ialah
x betol..nothing last forever…in this world

14) henpon saya...

Ada 2bijik, jenis cokia2 saje..

15) saya paling meluat
org gedik + kunun2 lawa..haha

16) bila saya bangun dr tidur
rambut sya kembang mcm punk, xyah gi salon dah..

17) party adalah
bising …I love peace

18) haiwan yg paling cute
gajah pigmy..

19) peringkat umo yg paling menyeronokkn
17!

20) hari ini saya rasa sgt tension sbb
sye bosan…

21) mlm ini saya akan cuba
tgok tv smpai muntah..

22) saya btl2 inginkan
melancong!

23) bila tgk muka kt cermin pg td
saye trus amek shaver then cukur sgala jmbang serta misai, sbb ari ni jumaat..ada phalanye..

24) shopping kompleks adalah
tempt kgemaran family saye especially my sis n dad..haha..my mum loves jalan tar

25) makanan segera biasanya
mcD or kfc or pizza..eh, pizza segera ke?

26) ayat2 terakhir kata pd org...
kak rina, saye nk cop..

27) nk pnjgkn tag ni?
ikut mood la..

28) mata sy
sepet serta kemerhan2 kerna menahan ngantuk,,haha~

insan2 bertuah for the tagged ialah,

Pidot

Pian

Kimi

p/s: sape kena tag, sila wat gak...hahaha!

Naked....Truth

2010-04-22T10:40:00.005+08:00

macam hampeh je topic kan, sah2 tgok pekataan naked tu mmg ternganga lah mulut lah kan..haha..well, kesinambungan dri thread lepas..here are some points...

1) aku bgun awal, 6.30am dah bgun...mandi, smyag, iron bju, brekfast if ade tkang masak. first day aku bgun 6am, just tkot tlmbat...dah siap sume, kuar umah pkul 7 then smpai opis pkul 7.30am..igt kan opis bukak at 8am, rupe2nye pkul 9..mmg terbaik lah..so, 2nd day pkul 7.30 bru aku kuar...sngkut2 dlm jem sume, dlm 8.15 dah smpai..so, ok la..
2) aku start balik acara meng-iron2 bju nih...hihi, dlu aku sgt aktif mng-iron dikala sek men je, tu pun tiap2 ari jumaat sbb nk iron bju melayu and bju sekolah je...so, kna la start iron blik 'uniform' keje..hihi
3) naked truth, aku jrang, sgt2 jarang sikat rambut + letak hair gel @ myak rmbut sbb aku xmau rmbut aku cepat beruban n rosak, but aku shampoo rmbut aku once a day(leh rosak rmbut x shampoo kerap?),..so, spnjang training ni, kompem2 kna pkai gel ari2...ku beserah..nk kemas pnya psal..huhu~
4) aku xsuke tie-in bju aku, xkira lah kemeja ke, tshirt ke...jnji kna tie in..dlu time sek pun aku rimas tahap gaban bila kna tie in...bila bnyi je loceng, trus aku kuakan bju..time prep pun xpnah tie in..gila otai..sbb ape xsuke? sbb perot aku kn bunc..so, xbest la..hihi
5) ape lg yer....hmm...eh, aku pkai myak wangi all the time ok...and deoderen jgak...sbb aku usually not go out from my house without those two...gel rmbut xpe, haha...no one cares bout ur hair looks messy coz some people may see it as a style (yeah right..cynical..haha)...but, everbody confirms to know the difference between BUSUK n WANGI...tp sah2 la sume org tau sape2 yg trlalu busuk or trlalu wangi..hihi...but i chose, to be just wangi...hihi~

so, nnt kalu ade pe2 update akan ku kabarkan di sini ok...owh, ptg ni ade meeting ngn dato' a.k.a mister boss...hihi...semlm pun ade meeting sume pekerja ngn bos, but sempoi la encik boss, very friendly but garang...and tegas..kecut perot gak la suma pekerja2 kt cni..hihi...ok guys, wish me gudlux..alahai, poyo je lbih..bukan de pe2 pun, just nk present my task aje..hihi..pe2 pun, lets hope everything goes well...adios..:)

Trainee-In-the-House...

2010-04-16T09:47:00.003+08:00

salam suma...aik, tiba2 bercakap @betulis dlm bahasa melayu plak ni...hihi...saje je nk ubah angin...but, antara sbb2 utama xtulis dlm bahasa mlayu ialah, aku lebih cenderung nk tulis singkatan2...huhu...ala2 sms la...but xpelah, why the hell not tulis dalm bahasa melayu..lgpun dah rmai dok maki aku katenye gedik bbhasa inggeris...hihi~so, apalah salahnya berblog dlm BM lak yer..

ok2, last week, bemula 12 april first day and first time aku masuk bkerja...even just sbg trainee, but at least aku dpt la sikit sebanyak pngalaman as a worker...last week, mgu pertama bejalan agak best and sempoi...aku dapat arahan dri bos apa ptut aku wat spnjag tempoh training aku ni...aku dikehendaki (<- awat skema..) renovate or alter company pnya website, so far xde pe2 perubahan lgi kat website ni sbb aku cume di assigned tuk cri features yg menarik and characteristics yg perlu ade dlm satu2 corporate website ni...so, feel free to browse and comment ok, www.zanco.com.my (komen2 anda amat dialu-alukan)..aku plan nk letak pic opis ni, including my desk n stuff (mcm hampeh je statement, even pinjam tuk 12weeks je)..haha..

so, insyAllah on 2nd of July, aku dijangka settle my training...so, ada kira2 10 weeks to go...hopefully, everything goes well...ameen..my co-workers are so friendly and welcoming..company ni ade lebih kurnag 13 org je workers and sume nye close and warm and cool...even, my boss is so sempoi, pakai jeans n t-shirt je dtg opis..yay~ but sume workers still kne pakai proper ofis attire la..dats rule lah kan...well, bila sbut psal proper attire ni, aku nk list kan beberape amazing things yg tjadi kat aku dlm tempoh training ni..(aku akan listkan menda2 tsebut kat thread atas k..) cntinue...:)

Testing

2010-04-14T17:44:00.002+08:00

my blog has just changed to new look...so, everything is messy a bit..

Best-Day Ever!

2010-03-29T16:49:00.007+08:00

this makes two posts for today...nevermind, its my blog anyway so i still have the right to post as many as i wish...hihi..okay, straight to the point, my two best friends featured me in their blog...Firdaus aka pidot, (check this out: here), and Akrimi aka kimi (click here)...im so honored and flattered..whats best than to be appreciated in that sort of way...tq guys...*sobsobsob*

then, this year i must say i got so many wishes from people around me, not to mention friends and family...but some strangers but yet in my friends list (from facebook)....its like loads of them, tq guys...the bottom line is, still hoping for gifts and present...finger crossing~ hihi~

notes: for me, lovers may come and stay (hopefully) but sometime they just go...,its different with friends, they stay forever...friends are people who you can become yourself when you are with them..rite?love all my friends and tq for sticking up!

B-Day!

2010-03-29T04:08:00.004+08:00

salam, its been a while for me not to write anything here...just dropped by to check comments and shouts which seemingly resemble the real situation per se. i don't blame people come and read my stuff, because my writings are not interesting enough...im not expecting them to leave anything, well that's the least i could hope for...actually i do hope them to comment but hey, no pushy thing ok...keep it cool and low..hihi~

anyway, today is my 23rd birthday, gosh feel so damn old...for me, 22 is still young and hopeless, but man 23 dude...its 23, the figure is even odd...but, time flies,life changes, people move...and what else better than that?

in 12 months from now, i might be graduating (InsyaAllah), then the real journey starts...what to do and what to be...staggeringly become what would have been planned? well, nobody knows how to plan...

above all, my hopes and prays this year that i always hope whatever good things that i have always wanted in life will come in my way...excellent health and wonderful miracle happen to me and my family, ameen...lastly, hope u guys do too...:)

p/s: really true..

The Letter

2010-03-12T13:12:00.006+08:00

Dew (Anne Thongprasom) is a young computer programmer who meets Ton (Attaporn Teemakorn) in Chian Mai during her distant grandmother's sister funeral. They immediately become attracted to each other and start to date each other over the phone.

Back in Bangkok on Valentine's Day, Dew refuses to accompany her best friend, Ked, to a blind date because she is anxiously waiting for Ton's phone call. The consequence of this breaks Dew's heart as her friend is murdered by the blind date.

Dew immediately leaves for Chiang Mai and finds comfort in Ton. The two start a serious relationship and marry soon after. However, their new-found happiness is cut short when Ton dies of a brain tumor. Dew is again left alone.

Before leaving for Bangkok, she receives a mysterious letter, seemingly from her dead husband. As it turns out, Ton had written a series of letter prior to his death and arranged for them to be sent after his death to his widow. The letters help Dew through her grief. She finally is able to live without the love of her life and continues to live in Chiang Mai with their son, born after the death of his father.

That is the synopsis of the movie, i watched once about 4-5 years ago. the movie iwas released on 2004, was really simple yet rich of emotion movie. i cried (shhh, don't tell anybody) the last time i watch it, again last nite i revisited after successfully downloaded them thru youtube...haha...wept! waaa, at the age of 23 im still weeping...dude, we cried when we were born...its to show that we are alive! haha...rite? so, i would love to suggest to you guys to watch this movie...well, u can find it in youtube by just typing The Letter...they are 10 clips all together...easy to download with English subbed...not to mention, the story flows a bit slow and the background music isn't really well put...but, the storyline still gets the attention...Dew, the actress really played the role very well...no wonder she won the award...to sum up, just watch it and judge it yourself.and voila! girls, be ready with tissue or even better, a towel! haha~

Crazily In Love!

2010-03-10T03:00:00.003+08:00

i love Grey's Anatomy series...up until now is season 6, never missed a single episode since season 1...surely i cant be a doctor, but there is no harm by watching it..hihi...but, im not gonna talk about how it goes and what not, instead im gonna talk about its soundtracks...hmm, based on my "hearing", tons of songs which are amusingly amazing consort the series...Powderfinger - Drifting Further Away, Carolina Liars - Show Me What Im Looking For, Other Lives - Black Table, Amos Lee - Sympathize & Colors etc...wow, these songs may not 'reach' our shore but hey, its okay...listen carefully while watching and google it up! as simple as that....at the mean time, im in love with these two songs...

1) Powderfinger - Drifting Further Away;

Don't go too deep into the flood
Don't stare too long, you'll poison my love
Don't shut me out, don't hold it all in
Don't let my venom get under your skin

Cause every word and every turn
Every sign points to your hurt
With every hour you're drifting further away

Come make your peace, come find your way
Come lay your wreath at the alter of change
Don't lose your step, don't break the bones
Don't shoulder the burden out there on your own

Cause every word and every turn
Every sign points to your hurt
With every hour you're drifting further away

Don't banish me then bid me home
Then tell me where I came undone
Don't harbour love like it's all your own
Don't linger over what you've done
Don't sink underneath the weight of
when you're trying to carry way too much

And you never should have let go
You could have joined the whole show
I never should have let go
I never should have let go

Cause every word and every turn
Every sign points to your hurt
With every hour your drifting further away

Now youre drifting further away
Now you're drifting further away
Now you're drifting further away

# Some commentators said - This is an amazing song. I think it's about to lovers. One of them may have depression and the other is unsure of what to do, so does nothing. But as he watches them, he realizes that they drifting away and he's doing nothing to stop them. It's such a sad song but is beautifully written and composed.

2) Other Lives - Black Table ;

When the whites of your eyes come through
You'll see something new
With your body and mine raised up
It's good to see you back home

When the life in your eyes wants black
Things return
You've come back
With your body and mine raised up
It's good to see you once more

Turn black tables
And your turning black tables
And your making your head blur
Making your head blur
And your turning black tables
And your turning black tables
And your making your head blur
Making your head blur

# Comment - Its about someone who's had trouble/problems are coming back. I think "turning black tables" means leaving bad memroies behind (turn away bad memories/experience). The part where he sings "when the white of your eyes come through, it good to see some thing new", he means that when you look at a hard/difficult sitiuation with a bright, positive view , life will be much better, and you'll see new things. This explanation also match with "When life in your eyes once black", a person who was struggling with his life, but has gotten better. Who this person could be is a difficult question, but with my point of view, he could maybe be an ex-drug addict who's got clean, and have to deal with real life again, trying to forget the past. And probably who is also have to deal with the problems.

well people, go find them and enjoy! tell me what do you think?? (^_^)

Art of Vandalisme

2010-03-08T12:38:00.004+08:00

while i was in my morning class ( got to mention this because it was 8.30 am class and i went to that class - that day...sssyhhh)...i gotta admit that i could not concentrate because i was so damn sleepy! then suddenly i saw this 'poem' written on the desk in front of me...caught my attention instantly...very simple yet "cakar ayam"...no title but heavy in meaning...

fear the day of no return,
where you'll regret the smallest stern,
which you have made on someone's,
please don't be from one of those
who forget justice and return
so work hard on keeping your
soul as clean as you've once known.

well, whats your excuse? think and dwell...;)

IN LOVING MEMORY....

2010-03-07T18:45:00.004+08:00

i have been meaning to write this off since the clock showed 12 am and it is 7th Mac! i got lots in mind to be spilled today especially...okay, proceed...today, is the day where a best friend of mine was born about 23 years ago, but sadly he didn't manage to survive until today because his journey ended years ago...the person who i'm talking about is Mohd Hazwan Wafiy bin Abu Hassan, a friend who are going to be missed and loved not just by me, but people who have known him...

HE IS GONE...

You can shed tears that he is gone,
Or you can smile because he lived,
You can close your eyes and pray that he will come back,
Or you can open your eyes and see all that he has left.

Your heart can be empty because you can't see him,
Or you can be full of the love that you shared,
You can turn your back on tomorrow and live yesterday,
Or you can be happy for tomorrow because of yesterday.

You can remember him and only that he is gone,
or you can cherish his memory and let it live on,
You can cry and close your mind be empty and turn your back,
Or you can do what he would want:
smile, open your eyes, love and go on.

by: David Harkin

p/s: Happy 23th birthday my brother, may you rest in peace....for the love you have shared with us and all loving time and memories that we all had together, they are inevitable hopes and priceless…

"In the name of Allah, the beneficent, the merciful.
Praise be to the Lord of the Universe who has created us and made us into tribes and nations
That we may know each other, not that we may despise each other.
If the enemy incline towards peace, do thou also incline towards peace,
and trust God, for the Lord is the one that heareth and knoweth all things.
And the servants of God,
Most gracious are those who walk on the Earth in humility,
and when we address them, we say PEACE....."

....AL-FATIHAH to Allahyarham...

Update or up-to-date...?

2010-03-07T18:28:00.003+08:00

salam, i guess it has been a month i didn't put up something in here...it is a chaotic + busy week and month..don't get time much to even visit my own blog, how sad..anyway, i think its okay to let it be what it supposed to be...which being 'alone' and empty for a while, just like i do (haha, kidding!)...

ok, im gonna tell and share what has happened in my life this one month...i start with my "early-riser-me" (oh God,not much happen to me)...proceed, it was 5th Feb...i was asked to be a photographer for a activity organized by my own school or kuliyyah, its called "IT and School"...yeap, explains a lot right by the title...it was a program when students of my university went down to school to teach these school students how to use photoshop and some other basics stuff...well, it turned they knew kinda lot about it...and i'm shocked to know majority of them even have blogs and personal website...wow, why in the world do they have own website...come on people, they are 17 and got website! facebook and blogs are forgivable because, i used to hear that if someone who lives in this world today doesn't have a facebook account, he is not civilized! hmm, don't agree much with this but really, just swallow the fact that yeah, with today's intervention...people must have all those...back to the reality check, i even had my own facebook's account and this silly blog when i was 22! oh God, i felt so damn old standing next to those kids..here are some photos while i was there...

then, the next day 6-7th Feb...my club, had planned a members training at Nur Lembah Pangsun, ulu langat...i must say, all committees did their best to work this out just to make sure everything that we've planned is according to plan...well, it didn't turn out to be exactly what we hoped until the day, but thanks God the program run as usual...sadly, i wasn't there to witness the whole program since i got other commitment the next day...but hey, i enjoyed myself very much while there..the boat-rafting activity which we made it ourselves together with my own group mates was a disaster, but i learned something from it very well, then i should keep it as a secret to myself...

before rafting...

lets get down and dirty...

later, i was visited by a friend who is studying around here...he had some issues in his personal life but its okay, some visit may heal perhaps... i know exactly what the hell is going on with him but i seriously im not gonna share here, because i know im a good listener (haha, so full of myself) but really, im a good and cool one when it comes to listening to prob or crisis or issues...im just not so good dealing with my own..ahaks...okay, back to friends thing, if it was me, i would do the same thing because for me friends are people who you dare to be yourself when you are with them rite? you can make friends with anybody but don't ever slip away from the real target, friends will ever gonna stay as friends...then, in order to release out some 'burden' i must say, we went out..to the park, its a park or field where people play kites and parents and couples are hanging out and friends like us go wasting our time...haha...but i went with some good intentions, to capture good pictures and spend the time with my guys...

alone...

sunset...

lastly, rather than being piled up with last minutes errands of assignments, project and hope-to-be-amazing-presentations, my club (again, wow my club is so active!) had arranged a mentoring program with unfortunate but God-gifts kids from an orphanage house located 15 minutes from my doorsteps..we had fun...my classmates and club-mates had worked out our butt to make sure this program run exactly the way we wanted..we arranged some games which actually age appropriate...yeah, who says its so not hard to plan activity for 8 to 12 years old kids? i do...because we don't know what have actually hovering in their mind the whole time...seriously, i got no idea at all...what i did know, how to handle this unfortunate kids...yeah, i don't have any big or small bros, never had one indeed...but its okay...i learn and learn at least with this golden opportunity...not the best method but life is always learning bout something, so i just grab it and do my best...plus, who doesn't like doing charity? some heartless people may be, but they are not me...i enjoy doing charity, and i enjoy influencing others to do so...spread the love...because, some are not as lucky as ours...i believe we all have lots of love to be shared around...

kids from RABEKA...

Doing The Right Thing...

2010-03-07T18:00:00.002+08:00

well, i was actually 'touched' by the honesty of this poem i believe..for me, sometimes we dont know what we do...and certainly not knowing what we wanted...but dont get what i understand about this poem...because the real writer isn't me, its my friend, Akmal...;p..credit to him..

Sometimes it means giving in
When you know that nothing else matter

Sometimes it means needing to be quiet
When words can no longer deliver the message

Sometimes it means going separate ways
When things have gotten unbearable and hopeless

Sometimes it means turning away
When your presence will do more harm than good

Sometimes it means giving up your dreams
When you no longer have time to dream

Sometimes it means stop hoping
When there's nothing else to hope for

Sometimes it means giving up your reasons
When you know that they just don't fit

Sometimes it means masking your true feelings
When you know that you have to put up a face

Sometimes it means keeping the love within your heart
When you know that it can only bring pain.

#Written by Bazil on March 6 2010

p/s : thanks mate!

Be right back...

2010-03-02T16:05:00.001+08:00

salam all, sory sbb lame xupdate my blog...saya agak busy ngn kerja2 ( yang tertangguh)..hihi...so, lepas settle suma, sya akan story-mory lagik ya...c ya..

Putus.Noktah.

2010-02-10T03:26:00.001+08:00

Its 3.30 a.m in the morning..today is February 10...still have to stay-up studying (if only i could do so)...about 3 hours ago, a very good friend of mine called me...it was like almost-1-hour chatting...very short and quick but meaningful..because we both are going to seat for midterm tomorrow, oh no..in just couple of hours...in fact, i havent touched any of my stuff yet...

okay, what did we talk about? yeah...what happens to us in daily life...people go find their love, and some will get their heartbroken..i believe everybody makes the same "mistakes", what do i highlight the word mistakes? ist by searching love and get heartbroken is a mistake? for me yes, because its something we had decided before...whether its a mutual decision or not, is a second thing..what we decide is what matters...on daily basis, people had to choose and decide in everything...to live happily or not, to live or die indeed...decision is what human should do...that's is life..some may find it beautiful but some may call it unfair...

how do we know we have made a right decision in life? who knows? in fact, who might have known? eventhough he thinks he made a right decision, ist really right for him? the best is yet to come; this saying has been wandering for ages, but they forgot the worst is on your way too...to know the best, is to know the worst..

yeah, life is beautiful and may be unfair..but we as human, its good enough to be given the chance to live and get our heartbroken...so what? move on...this world is too damn good to mourn over silly thing...need love? go and find one...its out there waiting for you...

after all, the best teacher is your own experience...learn from it...if u have never fallen in love or get heartbroken...that's also an experience...you know yourself better than anyone..to teach and to be taught by your ownself is the best thing in the world...its called decision too..then, decide yourself to start...whatever things in yourself...its amazing how a small thing or decision can change ur life forever...good day people!

Run.

2010-02-07T20:22:00.001+08:00

this is a song called RUN by Snow Patrol ( i believe, correct me if im wrong), but re-sing by Leona Lewis..anyway, both singers' version are OK...but i prefer by Snow Patrol one..feel free to search and download on ur own...very soothing and slow song...enjoy!

RUN

I'll sing it one last time for you
Then we really have to go
You've been the only thing that's right
In all I've done

And I can barely look at you
But every single time I do
I know we'll make it anywhere
Away from here

Light up, light up
As if you have a choice
Even if you cannot hear my voice
I'll be right beside you dear

Louder louder
And we'll run for our lives
I can hardly speak I understand
Why you can't raise your voice to say

To think I might not see those eyes
Makes it so hard not to cry
And as we say our long goodbye
I nearly do

Light up...

Slower slower
We don't have time for that
All I want is to find an easier way
To get out of our little heads

Have heart my dear
We're bound to be afraid
Even if it's just for a few days
Making up for all this mess

Becoming A Fiancee?

2010-02-05T02:02:00.001+08:00

ok cool people..its not me who had engaged..hmm, not yet-dats the word apparently...haha..
it was 30 jan, and saturday..very hot and dry day...anyway, my 2nd sister Siti Salwa ...thanx God,everything went well as planned...the engagement 'occasion' started at 12 pm something and ended about an hour later...what a short ceremony! yet, all of close family and frens were there..after the ceremony, i took the opportunity to do "outdoor shooting'...its for my own good too besides taking beautiful pics of my sis on her special day..glad i can do something the least for her..congratz sis! may all the good things may come in our way..

cincin..

tepi sg kat pulai...

man at work..haha~..more here.

the irony is, a day before, it was first sister's birthday...i believe it was the first birthday she celebrated as a wife...anyway, it came with a sad news...she had miscarriage ( not gonna use abortion as the word bcoz it doesnt sound OK to me)...i believe it was a very devastated news for them to be exact...but, there must a hikmah behind all the things that happened..anyway, we all keep praying that her husband and her, will be always guarded and blessed with great things in the future...=)

bestday cake

cutie pie!

Putrajaya + Broga Hill + Genting = Puas?

2010-02-02T14:04:00.001+08:00

those 2-3 weeks ago, things don't get better..it didn't show anything gonna get better even...then what should i do? sleep? naahhh..to good to sleep...was i stressed out? yeah..for sure...did i show it? people didn't give a damn about it...i just dont care any longer...its much better to go somewhere and commiserate myself from all those craps...and this is what i do...

firstly, my frens and i were "ronggeng" to overnite outside IIUM, we went to McD first stop..had our late nite supper..i think it was sharp 12am..15 january and of coz its friday...then we headed to Putrajaya to have fun some more...we lepak2 near Jambatan Wawasan (if not mistaken)...well, it was 3-5am..there was like 2-3 cars over there as well, no cares who they are..haha..then some photos were taken with million feelings and probs i left there..gud time yo..!

McD..

downtown cheras...
putrajaya..weeee~

next jalan2, pian, joji, apat and I joined a photography's interest group hiking broga hill near semenyih...we depart from here at 4.30am on 16 jan, just with the same intention and purpose to capture beautiful sunrise...arrived at 7 something and started hiking about 30mins...yeah, it was hot and sea of people...they went hiking and photography-ing at the same time..i heard its a very famous place..luck i was there once..

jalan naik..

one of the peaks...

cntek x?

lastly, our 4cars gile2 tour to genting on 22 jan..some of us have never been there..including me, but i used to be there like million years ago..everythings changed of course..cold place, but its was an "ok" trip...anyhow, we could always hope for another next trip to somewhere cool-er...yeah, crossing my finger! dats all for today...peace baby!

before balik...

tige bunge...

jejaka plak...

just arrived..

Motivasi

2010-01-15T15:07:00.001+08:00

after staying up for 3 nites consecutively just to finish up our second draft of CDT projct, tadaaa this is it (above pic)...hihi..our lect complements it and said, it was thousand times better than before...hihi...we were happy and flattered not just our effort pays off but satisfying and motivating us at the same time..but there some improvement has got to be done...

next week is gonna be a crucial time for us because we are asked to print out our final draft...next week also we gonna have lots of tests and quizzes before the mod-sem break...pheww, letih maa...

Trash!

2010-01-12T21:36:00.001+08:00

the above image is my group's first draft or our assignment..we have to do printed press ads...well, we do receive lots of comments from lecturer to improve because this ads so far is kinda weak and incomplete...i gotta admit his comments because my group mates and I are not satisfied with the output too...owh i forgot, my group is selling airbrushing service...so our ads should be all about that...at first, our idea is different but kinda hard because we need actors and yes we did the shooting already, but the outcome after editing is not satisfying to honest...but thanks to the actors Apek and Lan (kawan Pudin) sbb sporting gile jdik model even xbebayar..hihi...

based on critics just now, we need to come out with new idea and layout, of course...adoyai, kna jgak carik idea2 baru and more interesting...tp bile pikir2 balik, this industry is actually very challenging and interesting sbb sgt2 mmerlukan kite mncabar dri sndri and buat smthing yg out of the box..hm, may i pursuit in this business after graduating? maybe...insyAllah..=)

Cuti Semester...

2010-01-12T14:03:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah, ade jugk cuti semester yg panjang tuk students UIA nih..selalunya cuti 2-3 hari je...tu pun dah dikira cuti semester...adoyai...well, cuti semester kali ni agak pnjang, which is seminggu...start 25-30/1...but, aku for sure balik 22hb nnt...sonok nye nk cuti...kalu bleh nk cuti 3mgu! haha..then kalu cuti, nk gi cuti2 malaysia...cuti luar negara pun boleh...tenangkan pikiran!

tp, yg sedihnya....punye berangan nk becuti, keje betimbun2...this week pun ada 2-3 assignment nk kna setelkan, biasala dah nama pun studnts...mlm ni nk kna sumbit first draft ads for cdt...fuuhh, yg ni la pling riso sbb xsiap kebende lagik...then ade lagi study case for cyberlaw tp nsb bek kelas cyberlaw ntuk mgu ni kensel, myb sbb lect aku tu ade keje kot...

last nite, i had a meeting with my club...there will be 4 big events yg we all have to arrange and execute in february nnt...hopefully, my dedicated and industrious people can work their ideas out..guys, im here to help because dats my job...now i know, this job is the best job that we could do...bak kate PR for the club smlam, my club dah mcecah 150 org..and angka tu yg dah di recordkan..alhamdulillah! so, hopefully members yg dah registered ni akan join all my program...
so thats all for now...i will update later guys! c ya...

Why phone-room?

2010-01-11T05:48:00.001+08:00

haha...since im nu in this blogging thing, im just wanna something thats catchy and simple but hopefully easier to remember...so, after considering some names (secret ek)...so i came out with this name because one time when i was walking back to my room here in IIUM, i saw a room which next to my room...on the door, its written "telefon room", it popped in my mind..."why dont i use phone room as my address?"...i know the spelling is not the issue, confused a lil' bit isn't it? which language they gonna use...so, 1 Malaysia! hihi~

yeah, i know most probably my blog is gonna be about photography soon (hopefully) , but the name doesn't have anything to do with it...well, i think why shud the address associate with the entries? be creative and unique rite? that's what i do..be distinguish...that would differ us in many ways...i do believe the content is what matters...

last but not least, most importantly...keep supporting me...have a nice day mate!

Sony Alpha Workshop!

2010-01-11T01:50:00.001+08:00

several days xboleh surf internet kat putrajaya, i dont know why nape susah sgt nk connnect internet kat sane, maybe sbb ramai pakai broadband kot, even dalam umah my sis tu pun ade 3 users..hihi...so xpelah, "bebas internet" sekejap for 2 days...hihi..my parents came all the way from kedah last weekend...gud time always roll-in like usual..hihi...thanks God, im blessed with wonderful family and people to be around with...

okeh, next topic...yesterday (10.1.10,...wahhh beautiful number hah?hihi..), i went to Sony Alpha Workshop at Grand Continental Hotel. the event started at almost 1 pm but its ok...because the crowd pun dtg slowly memenuhkan dewan...so, mr John was the speaker...good presentation and kinda clear explanation, but sometimes agak laju..but its okay, nsib baik bfore this ade gak belek2 manual..so, dah ade sket exposure mngenai how to handle the cmera..the tutorial was about 3 hours and later we went for outdoor shooting with models..

the tutorial (i called it tutorial because its easier to understand)...was all about the functions of the camera...we can see that Sony Alpha has lots of model starting a200 (the cheapest like mine, haha..) until the latest and most expensive in the family like a900 and so on...

the workshop was on level 10 and the shooting at level 11...poolside...the area kinda sempit and limited.....from the pool, i cud see klcc and some old buildings but the view isnt so cool bcos there was a wall that limits the whole view...so, all photographers-soon-to-be and already photographers gathered at the same spot to snap2. those 2 models were cute (haha), but i guess mesti lenguh nk kna snyum byk2...hihi...luckily, i was one of the participants yg awal smpai and bleh snap cepat2...then lpas kat area pool, i went down to the lobby for one model to shoot...this time is outside of the hotel, and the area isn't helping much but i just tried my trial and error...and shes moving a lot..haha, so its hard to take her pic..these are the 3 models...

first model, this is actually my 2nd or 3rd snap..i guess this one is quite overexposed...

3rd model, lobby and oustide of the hotel...quite dark...hard to get right lighting...

the 2nd model is in the green dress, u could see the KLCC from here...the models are waiting for us..

haha, can u see how many photographers here? i guess they probably shot me more than the model since i was in the frame too...haha..(perasan)

after that, i went to level 12 to pray zuhur since we have 1 hour to do shooting, so there was some spare time...from the surau, i can see clearly the whole view can i cudnt see from the pool..after praying, i grabbed my camera and snapped about 7-8 photos from the window..in order to make the picture looks kinda classic and different, i tried out black and white (b&w)...and this the best picture ( i hope)...

so, what do you think? ok x?

p/s: all pictures are not edited, they are raw-ly posted...

later, we gathered back in the hall..all participants may print out 1 piece of their artwork as a kenangan...well, first printing i asked the guy to print 2pieces of my pictures...the b&m scenery i took and a picture of a model(3rd model)...then mr john continued his speech and suddenly a guy from Iran who sat in front of me saw my pic and he said my pic is a nice one (waah, so flattered)...around 5.30, we ended the event..then, that Iranian guy asked me whether i cud give him a copy of my picture...and of course, i can...later mr john mentioned that we can still print out some more pictures to be taken home...so, i went and printed out this picture for the second time to give it to him...bcause of that, i missed the photo group session...but its okay, at least i was there in the workshop even not in the picture..haha...so, overall i can the workshop has given me a lot of input...so, im looking forward to join more workshops in the future..insyaAllah...=)

Project Creative + Passion

2010-01-08T05:12:00.001+08:00

memandangkan yg kelas Creative Techniques & Design (CDT) aku demand satu project yg agak besar dimana kami dikehendaki prepare satu ads and kena submit on minggu ke-8 nanti ..aduhai, aku rasa excited+blur sebab macam xcukup masa je...tp cmnepun kna jgak follow...nseb bek lecturer tu baik and sempoi...dlm proses nk menyiapkan tu, byk jgakla die guide and advice grop aku suh wat cmni and cmtu...dlm celah2 tu plak, ade teselit satu lg project - kna wat webpage by grop jgak! adoyai...so, aku pun try combine my passion which is photography dlm usaha nk tmbahkan excitement aku dlm kelas ni...so, aku dpt idea nk wat concept mcm mystery+ dark...so nilah antra hasil2 gear aku dah tgkap...cmne pun, gmbar2 ni cume konsep...mugkin kmi kena re-shoot sbb nk dapatkan hasil yg lagi cun!

Pudin a.k.a Creative Director

Fauzan a.k.a Apat

Firdaus a.k.a Apid

aku laa....

anyway all pics can also be viewed thru my facebook and flickr...

Saya Bukan Macam Itu...

2010-01-08T04:13:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah, tahun lepas (sem lepas) adalah sem paling bertuah sbb aku byk kuar bejalan2...firstly, gi Terengganu ( untuk program Bersamamu TV3 anjuran UIA), then joined xpdc 4x4 ke raub, pahang and lastly India...never once in my life penah bemimpi ke India...dlu penah gak tgok amazing race, yg contestants ke India...but xpenah la pulak imagine diri ini kt sana...hmm, well i consider myself as a lucky person (im endlessly thanking Allah for this opportunity)...*insyaAllah, next2 post aku story psal pengalamn aku kat India ye*

last day XPDC kat Raub, Pahang

Bersamamu @ Terengganu

then, sem lepas jgak result yg paling terok , TQ Allah for that wake-up call @ peringatan spya aku stdy betol2..however, rezeki masih berpihak kat aku...tp kejadian tu sgt menyentap, aku ni byk men2 time stdy...mase tgah2 sem lepas aku dah habaq kat parents aku yg aku rasa sem tu (sem lepas) aku akan dpt result terok, but my parents keep telling me to do my best...but i just couldnt stand to let them down...including my 2 sis and myself...

kemudian, awal2 sem ni aku jdi agak kurang waras selepas balik dr India..ntahla, mybe aku jd sgt2 letih and down psal result kot...tp, ade kejadian nih yg wat aku btol2 rasa nk temuntah + geram + sedih + kecewa + marah...nk dijadikan cerita, first week sem ni aku serta tourmates (ke India) wat small gathering just to exchange pics yg kami snap kat sane...just nk tukar2 pics aje...kami gather kat satu cafe yg sgt2 femes dlm UIA ni...

while i was there, i had fun to be honest..TAPI, tanpa aku sedari ade sekumpulan kwan2 aku (bestfrens) yg makan kat sane jgak dat nite...tp SESUNGGUHNYA, aku xperasaan kehadiran my frens dat time...gathering tu pun skejap aje sbb msing2 ade keje...so aku pun balik bilik after dat...

maka, pada suatu hari aku dikejotkan and diberitahu yg kawan2 yg makan kat cafe tu terasa hati ngn tindakan aku yg seolah2 ignore kewujudan dirang...OMG kawan2, aku mintk maap sgt2...aku seyesly xnotice u guys were there...and ptut la aku bleh rasa yg dirg mcm boikot je ngn aku...after dpat tau brita tu, aku directly face-to-face apologize kat dirang ni...but, aku leh rasa yg i failed to gain my kepercayaan...aku bleh rase yg dirag ni cold ngn aku...so, ape bleh buat..aku dah mintak maap face-to-face lagi...kadag2 aku rasa mcm besalah, tp kdag2 aku rasa aku ni xbesalah....aku sure yg diorang ni msti pk yg aku dah berubah lpas balik India...trust me, im still the old one...the one that u used to know..

oh kawan2 ku, tahukah anda...aku kat sana xlupa la kat hampa sume...aku siap beli souvenir lgi...to prove dat im not a person yg mcm kacang lupekan kulit..tolong la..then aku pikir, its okay...im done apologizing...aku dah mintak maap and tepulang la kat korang nk judge myself...pe2 pun, SAYA BUKAN MACAM ITU, bukan mcm anda2 pikirkan...

I Maybe Rude

2010-01-08T02:54:00.001+08:00

mmag sguh xpuas hati kat sorg instructor ni yg ngaja dlam salah satu kelas aku..but first thing first, sorry sbb datang kelas lmbat but sapa suruh encik xdatg kelas mgu lepas, so that sort of balas dendam la...bile masuk je kelas, ade sesi intro diri (standard la intro2 ni, sejak sekolah drjah satu lagik dah bese)...bile mule2 duduk and tgok mke instructor tu pun aku dah rase laen mcm, bleh rase yg die sgt dingin and x mesra student, tp aku still hope yg first impression aku salah...tiba2, bile time aku, ok la je lah aku intro my name, cos ape then tahun bape...so, bg aku dah setel la intro aku nih, die tnye ade expert aku...hah, sudah..xpenah2 ade mkhluk tnye psal aku nye expert, so pun ckap lah.." i may pursuit in Multimedia insyAllah"...and,plak tibe2 die die tnya, " what sport u are into?", so aku replied, " i don sport much"..sbb aku nk jujur .hihi...then, ngn wajah bangge + bangang dia reply, " kalu u gi interview, sah2 dirag kate gi baliklah..buang mase aku je"...aku pun (dlm hati je), kate.."igt aku pun bodoh sgt ke nk jawap gitu depan yg interview nnt, pndai2 la aku kelentong"...then aku pun duduk...pastu, ade la 2-3 org plak kena...then, masuk plak kwan2 aku yg lmbat sket..then depa ni plak kna interview, belom pe2 dah kena cop samseng just becos xjawap jawapan yg die nak...haih, even bukan aku yg kena cop gitu, tp kes kawan2 ni trasa jgak la...

dalam hati, mau je aku bangun and kate cmni kat die...
" SIR, I MAYBE RUDE OR IMPOLITE TO YOU, BUT I JUST GOTTA SAY THIS...I THINK UR JUST BEING JUDGMENTAL...ME MYSELF HAVE MY FIRST IMPRESSION AND EXPECTATIONS ON PEOPLE BUT I DONT JUDGE THAT HUMAN BEING JUST BECAUSE HE DOESNT FULFILL MY EXPECTATION..I DONT SIMPLY CALL A PERSON AS SAMSENG JUST BECAUSE HE DOESN'T ANSWER MY QUESTION CORRECTLY...SO, I JUST HOPE UR EXPECTATION AND IMPRESSION DONT GO BEYOND WHAT WE HAVE...SO, FOR ME UR ALLOWED TO HAVE UR OWN EXPECTATIONS BUT DONT BE A JUDGEMENTAL PERSON..BECAUSE I BELIEVE, NOBODY IN THIS CLASS GONNA LIKE WHAT YOU VE SAID TO US...EXCEPT FOR FOR UR SOON-TO-BE-SUCK UPS AND FAV STUDENTS (ayat ni aku xkan kate lah kot, takot ade yg trasa..haha)...TQ!!"

tp, malangnya aku xbepeluang nk kate gitu sbb pikir kan my future..ntah2 xpsal2 kna buang dri kelas tu...so, for coming 8 weeks xpsal2 kna ngadap muke xpueh ati die tu...haih, aku pasan gak yg most students muke ketat je dlm kelas die...and xde org gelak pun kot2 die wat lawak, tp aku pasan, die xreti blawak pun! bleh jalan la...

Start Over

2010-01-08T02:24:00.001+08:00

Salam and Hello all..

This is my second time of trying to join this blogging "industry", my first time seems failed (obviously, hahaha).Both my beloved sisters have already in this business long time ago. I just wonder what people share in this blogs...wanna talk bout myself, hm i don't think i have much to share...but, i guess i just wanna start sharing my passion and ambition which is PHOTOGRAPHY...i got a Sony Alpha 200 about 3-4monts ago, back in year 2009...i know, it is an old-fashioned one since people are eager to buy the latest model...but what can i do, that only fits my budget...well, a student with PTPTN in his pocket..haha..ok lah, hope u guys may join my next and coming postings. i believe, most probably gonna be all about my passion including photos and stuffs..ok, enjoy!